I actually plan on, when I get my car, to start looking around the 1488 area in the retail/fast food shops during my free days. Got some hits on craigslist suggesting there's some very cute girls working at some particular shops in the area... which I don't know would indicate her... but it might... The probability she might be working somewhere else in the area is not improbable... wouldn't be too surprising if she lived around there...
Who knows, maybe I might stumble across someone by chance and get lucky. By lucky, I mean stumble across another loml, intense chemistry and all that. Experience shows that coming across someone whom I have that kind of chemistry with is /veeeeeeery/ rare. I'd speculate that's been the one and only time, though I think maybe I've noticed others that I would've had chemistry with, but I never conversed with them.
(although, it's interesting to speculate what underlies this chemistry... cuteness and sexual provocation? lol. No, I don't think so, her manias were EXACTLY LIKE mine, like two peas in a pod. We were psychological twins)
https://www.psychologytoday.com/blog/re ... -true-love
Yep, intense, fast and magical. There's no mistaking the feeling. We both recognized the extreme rarity of that chance encounter.No matter when or how they meet, some people do experience clearly magical connections very early on in a relationship that predict long-term commitment and devotion.
And then there's that deep cry... lol... went 2 weeks without it, lol, almost convinced myself I was over her, lol.
Niehgbor keeps periodically asking... is everything OK... not really sure what feeling he might be sensing... but I think I might know now... that lingering feeling of great loss, lol.
While I know that some people are doubters and sometime I felt like telling them to F OFF, I don't really care now. Doubters will doubters, haters will be haters, let's cue that Taylor Swift song.