If the HEB chick was a hoe... I want a hoe. lol
What my mom definitely isn't.
That affection. And I'm affectionate too (At least towds her), it seemed like we were a perfect match.
It's one reason why I don't like this dog, unlike my dear dear lulubelle pug. He's not affectionate.
However, it spots my assailants well before they approach my RV, which is highly desireable in this neighborhood. So he works for now. He alerts me to them well before they can get within aiming range.
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Tousled hair. Hmmm... I did notice her hair was not really straight like the other girls, a little frizzy. I guess maybe it was touseled, which this page says is hoe hair. I just figured it was like my mom's hair, too frizzy to be straightened by ordinary conditioners.
That blond girl in the grapevine mills who definitely attracted my attention, I'd call her a "lazy unkempt cat" in her appearance and manner of walking, who brushed past me trying to attract my attention (Which she did), yes, SHE had tousled hair as well as an unkempt appearance. She felt like some kind of ... i wouldn't say soul mate... but... she looked appealing. That girl was a hoe?
Dang, lol. It's always the hoes, isn't it... oh damn.
See, this is what I think. Most girls DON'T WANT TO BE HOES. Many are hoes because the guys they're around with have unstable economics and so they kicked out unpredictably and often. However, if you give them security and committment, many of them will settle. I think that's what marriage represents really, committment. I wouldn't say it necessarily represents security, but typically the financially secure guys qualifies them as marriageable.
I think that's why you see that black rapper singing a song about "hoes ain't loyal". It's because the blacks of LA rarely have financial security, so the black girls tend to be hoes.
I have a feeling if I offered that HEB residence and sustenance, she'd cease her hoeing days.
But, it's true, if she did take residence at the time... I'd be bankrupt fast and she would've been skipping out and start hoing around again.
So, the next time around, I should be in a better position to end a girl's hoing days. It's just that...
I won't forget that HEB chick. As much as I want to idealize it as "true love" which it really felt like...
I think maybe it just some hot 18 year old using her sexual provocations to create sexual tension, which I then fell in love with and made a bold pickup attempt. She was actually melting into my metaphorical arms right before she yelled [We were drawing closer to each other], which compelled me to make a move. I was like "NOOOO, you're not escaping over something so trivial and irrelevant!".
So, in theory, it's replicable. Though those hot 18 year olds randomly in residence distress are not often seen in public.
That was the first time I ever felt like that for a girl. That was also the first time I ever gazed into a girl's eyes /LIKE THAT/, nuzzled her, roared at her, did the sexy biting lip thing, felt like pulling her hair, snuggling in her hair, and yes. That's also the first time a girl ever turned around to expose her behind to excite me, too. I mean, someone other than my sister, lol (No, my sister didn't excite me like that). She was also doing these provocations to other men, so it wasn't /just for me/.