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Post by swbluto » Jan 12, 2018 9:55 pm

One obvious difference between the HEB chick and the bible passage girl...

The bible passage girl had a husband.

The HEB chick was single and looking. For something. Or someone. Or, ideally, both.

So, I would not imply similar aims between the two...

However, both being psychopaths, I don't have a hard time believing.

I actually liked that part of the HEB chick. That mean-ness. These "nice" girls are boring.

I'm actually pretty good at reading if people want to kill me. The girl from chicago. My illegal neighbor methhead. The pharmacist at navy bootcamp(Which was also in chicago... chicago might just be filled with people who want to murder...)

The heb chick was MOST DEFINITELY not one of them.

So, that wasn't really a concern.

http://www.lovepanky.com/men/how-to-tip ... her-in-bed

I like how they say "play it slow". Lol, yeah, the heb chick was anything but slow, lol.

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Post by Dauntless » Jan 13, 2018 1:41 am

Chicago's murder rate is not about people "Wanting to Murder," It's about the overall crime rate creating an environment where it's often expedient to cack somone. Meanwhile, psychopath does NOT mean someone doing something other than what you want, contrary to the way you use the word. Nor is it a real psychological concept, as people tell themselves it is. Not all psychopaths are manipulators, nor are all manipulators psychopaths.

However if a person is psychotic, they believe what they want to believe. . . .

http://www.cnn.com/2018/01/12/health/pr ... index.html
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Post by swbluto » Jan 13, 2018 7:00 am

Dauntless wrote:
Jan 13, 2018 1:41 am
Chicago's murder rate is not about people "Wanting to Murder," It's about the overall crime rate creating an environment where it's often expedient to cack somone. Meanwhile, psychopath does NOT mean someone doing something other than what you want, contrary to the way you use the word. Nor is it a real psychological concept, as people tell themselves it is. Not all psychopaths are manipulators, nor are all manipulators psychopaths.

However if a person is psychotic, they believe what they want to believe. . . .

http://www.cnn.com/2018/01/12/health/pr ... index.html
name-calling. Abuse technique#1. Also a favorite of sociopaths.

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Post by swbluto » Jan 13, 2018 7:03 am

okay, so in my dream, i asked my sister if her husband ever gazed deeply into her eyes and she said no. She said that it starts off with their smell, like animals, and moves on from there.

Pheremones, a real thing in humans?

Maybe this underlies chemistry to some extent.

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Post by swbluto » Jan 13, 2018 7:06 am

Dauntless wrote:
Jan 13, 2018 1:41 am
Chicago's murder rate is not about people "Wanting to Murder," It's about the overall crime rate creating an environment where it's often expedient to cack somone. Meanwhile, psychopath does NOT mean someone doing something other than what you want, contrary to the way you use the word. Nor is it a real psychological concept, as people tell themselves it is. Not all psychopaths are manipulators, nor are all manipulators psychopaths.

http://www.cnn.com/2018/01/12/health/pr ... index.html

The population density is a little higher there. True. But, the city has a lot of rust and decay associated with it. Seems like a possible contributing factor, an aesthetically spirit-sapping environment.

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Post by swbluto » Jan 13, 2018 7:10 am

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Meanwhile, psychopath does NOT mean someone doing something other than what you want, contrary to the way you use the word.
No, I'm explicitly highlighting "Intentional harm". We're not talking about "Didn't do what I want".

If she didn't want me, she could've simply accepted my rejection and moved on. But she didn't.

The idea she soon broke it off, the very thing she was begging for, and maximized the effect of this via emphasis would be relational aggression. Intentional harm.

Granted, it was probably rooted into "seeking residence", but I didn't have that knowledge at the time. So, the situation appeared to be straightforward unprovoked relational aggression with intentional harm. However, I guess by not offering her immediate residence like she had been seeking unbeknownst to me, the aggression was "provoked". It still had intended harm.

Provoked intentional harm. That seems like... normal behavior. Whether it was normal in that context is questionable.

Just like the bible passage girl, seduction followed by intentional harm.

Name calling, in the nonplayful context, for example is intentional harm.

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Post by swbluto » Jan 13, 2018 1:04 pm

Boisterous - energetic, lively, loud

Oh, that fit the HEB girl to a tee. Is the bible passage really describing the HEB chick? lol.

Was she someone I really should've steered clear of?

That rebeliousness, yep, that's pretty much a constant among sluts I've noticed. They are almost universally rebellious, many of them WANT to break rules.

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Post by DAND214 » Jan 13, 2018 1:32 pm

You need to change the title of this sorry love story!
You keep saying "I had a dream", who said that? GD who was it?

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Post by Dauntless » Jan 13, 2018 3:38 pm

DAND214 wrote:
Jan 13, 2018 1:32 pm
You keep saying "I had a dream", who said that? GD who was it?

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They all say it. Even at the beginning of 'Risky Business' Tom Cruise is saying it.

Which reminds me, I keep forgetting: there needs to be an identifier so we can tell 'H.E.B. chick from in the store from all the fantasies.
Kurt Andersen wrote:What's problematic is going overboard, letting the subjective entirely override the objective, people thinking and acting as if opinions and feelings were just as true as facts. . .In America those more exciting parts of the Enlightenment idea have swamped the sober, rational empirical parts.
Sociopath was coined as a real life way to say someone was bad for being different, though largely for not giving up whatever old ways you want them to give up. Basically, the practical application seems best illustrated here in America by not just the illegals doing as they please, such as peeing under the table in some food establishment (Do they REALLY just accept them doing that in Central America?) But also by those fools demanding that we just accept it. So some 25 year old man gets a 14 year old girl pregnant. Some smug immigrant Wrong's are Alright group mouthpiece gets up and laughs at us for saying anything about it and pretends they're entitled to do anything that's illegal here if they do it back home. THAT is the working demonstration of the sociopath, which nonetheless is not a mental health term.

So yeah, calling the H.E.B. chick a psychopath would be sociopathic, but name calling itself isn't a sociopathic technique, its just an example of oversimplification in trying to pretend the world is your fantasy.

http://www.cnn.com/2018/01/13/politics/ ... index.html
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Post by swbluto » Jan 13, 2018 3:57 pm

Dauntless wrote:
Jan 13, 2018 3:38 pm
So some 25 year old man gets a 14 year old girl pregnant.
That must've been some hot sex (For the guy).

If he seduced her effectively, she probably thought it was hot too.

I kind of wonder if the heb chick was 16, and impregnating a 16 year old was a serious risk if I wasn't held back by a thief.

It seems doubtful considering she was seeking residence... but, sometimes it's hard to tell. She seemed to be just as hot as any 16 year old, I've noticed.
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Post by swbluto » Jan 13, 2018 4:02 pm

She was aggressive, no doubt that. Saw her real personality after I made my move, she didn't really seem to be that slutty, but I definitely saw her aggressive side. Which I absolutely loved. That's a trait you definitely don't see that often in girl, that aggression. I guess it's the kind of trait that caused that bible passage girl to kill that fool, but it's a trait that I presumably have, so the fact we'd both have it would be pretty unsurprising. We also appeared to both have our own kind of linguistic difficulties of some sort, which might be associated with our shared aggression. Dang, I just loved that girl. lol

So the relational aggression that soon followed shouldn't have been /too/ surprising. I've actually been guilty of that at a rather young age, but not a technique I actually abuse that often.

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Post by swbluto » Jan 13, 2018 4:35 pm

Was the HEB chick a pscyhopath?

Manipulation and harm were her duty...

Didn't seem like it, it just kind of seems what one might infer from the end note. "Afraid she's going to turn on you when you turn your back to her" (In reference to "The Queen Bee")

Was I afraid? Lol, HARDLY!

Queen bees don't scare me.

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Post by swbluto » Jan 13, 2018 4:55 pm

Definitely busy at home depot! People here definitely know this is the time of the year to do construction in Houston.

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Post by swbluto » Jan 13, 2018 7:18 pm

What is the meaning of this nuzzle whose name and existence I hitherto did not consciously know but felt compelled by instinct to do anyway?

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Oh dang. I guess that should've been the tell-all I wasn't playing with just infatuation, lol.

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Post by swbluto » Jan 13, 2018 7:23 pm

Okay, got one frame wall section constructed and it's been stood up and nailed in place. Next section will be a 10 footer I have to frame a door in, and that's tomorrow.

Found this was one part I had to use the nailgun. Would otherwise require one person to hold the frame, and the other to do the nailing.

The frame section was also a lot easier assembling via nailgun. The frame section wasn't "fixed" while assembling, so it absorbed the hammer blows making it highly laborious and slow.

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Post by swbluto » Jan 13, 2018 7:40 pm

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lol, isn't that the truth. lol.

Granted, it's not too hard to understand them. I mean... understanding what turns them on, that is.

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Post by swbluto » Jan 13, 2018 8:50 pm

Two suspicious white cars going down the road, one pretty suspicious. Tinted windows, high falutin car going real slow past my place.

Construction got real visible with the pink studs up in the air today.

Then around 7:20 p.m., apparently something just smacked my RV's back window tarp out of the way, which my dog soon barked at. Either some really weird animal just happened to target my tarp out of all things, or someone swiping the tarp out of the way hoping to get a view into the RV from the back windows, which it was covering, possibly to get a clear shot. Surprise! I have blinds on all my windows, no way to see into the main cabin at night I'm guessing they soon discovered.

Had my shotgun close to the vest just in case something was going to get real hairy real fast.

7:20 p.m. is a pretty normal time for the "illegal drug head neighbors" to be out in the woods here nowadays.

They're usually out about an hour after sunset.

They've been known to target me at night. Usually threats/intimidation via nearby gun shooting.

I restrict going out at night for that reason. The streets aren't safe.

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Post by DAND214 » Jan 13, 2018 11:24 pm

swbluto wrote:
Jan 13, 2018 7:23 pm
Okay, got one frame wall section constructed and it's been stood up and nailed in place. Next section will be a 10 footer I have to frame a door in, and that's tomorrow.

Found this was one part I had to use the nailgun. Would otherwise require one person to hold the frame, and the other to do the nailing.

The frame section was also a lot easier assembling via nailgun. The frame section wasn't "fixed" while assembling, so it absorbed the hammer blows making it highly laborious and slow.
So you have a nail gun but no chopsaw. How big is it, what size does it shoot and how far?

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Post by Dauntless » Jan 13, 2018 11:35 pm

If this bunch ain't been able to get an easy target like you yet, you aint gotta worry.

But what did you say to that H.E.B. chick to piss them that drug lords off so big? This here's Texas, they don't stand for no monkey business at the H.E.B.

And don't think just because this guys are incompetent you're off the hook. Easy enough to get a whole Sinaloa Cowboy squad of hitmen across the Rio Grande. You best try saying' yer sorry now and see if it does you any good. Not much hope there, but what can you do?
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Post by Dauntless » Jan 13, 2018 11:38 pm

DAND214 wrote:
Jan 13, 2018 11:24 pm
So you have a nail gun but no chopsaw. How big is it, what size does it shoot and how far?

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Nah, he can't protect himself with that. He'll have to nail those guys some other way.
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Post by swbluto » Jan 14, 2018 10:14 am

It's a frame nailer, so 3-3.5" nails.

The guy was here this morning, crawling along my neighbor['s over property's fence trying to get close, and my dog started barking. This happened about 5-10 minutes after I turned on my generator.

Can I surmise they could hear my generator and that triggered their approach?

Or did they just see me leave the front door of the RV via their cameras?

Seems like, in the past, they want to sleep in on Sundays judging from the gunshots.

I started up at 8:30 a.m. today, normally it's 8.

It's hard to believe they left the window open at night. So, I wouldn't think they'd be awakened by my generator ASSUMING they can even hear it. I can't even hear it at 600 feet, and they are 900 feet away.

I gave one more warning shot this morning in the approximate location he was near. That makes 2 warning shots so far after the past 3 weeks. I usually give a warning shot in the air sometime shortly after their unwelcome approach just to let THEM know. If I shoot randomly, they can't readily surmise it's me as gunshots happen all over all times of the day.

It almost seems like they suddenly got a problem on their hands. The only that's really changed is that the house construction has gotten real visible. Hard to believe they don't want me on my property, but it almost seems like it.

Maybe when I ran the generator on the plywood floor yesterday evening to power the air compressor, the raucous irritated them since the entire floor reverberated with the generator, amplifying it significantly.

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Post by Dauntless » Jan 14, 2018 2:30 pm

That or you're imagining things. I wonder which it is.

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Post by swbluto » Jan 14, 2018 6:39 pm

Reflecting on the heb chick and real life sluts...

All the sluts I've met tend to be quietish depressed girls. They are definitely not "energetic and loud". Granted, I'm thinking of mostly 20 somethings and one high schooler I knew of, so I don't know if it's different for high school sluts, it might be, but anyway.

Think that might be one way to tell the "manipulator and harmful" slut vs the "real slut".

Bold faced, confident, energetic, loud. -Pretend, manipulative, harmful psychopath (Or maybe a simple cocktease)

Quieter, depressed, not so energetic -the real deal.

This might be some poppycock, but I think it might be one way to differentiate the bible passage types (Manipulate and harm) from the real ones.

If it's too good to be true, maybe it is!

("Whirlwind of absurdity" were my thoughts, my sentiments were "I feel like I'm in the back alley with a prostitute".)

Anyway, if the pretend HEB girl was actually a psychopath, and I just happen to be (sort of) one... oh... then no doubt that was true love, lol.

Aggressive... yes, her "real personality" was definitely aggressive. And my advances were definitely aggressive, like the ferocity of a tiger's roar, which turned her on so much.

And I was the one who could see through her ploy and I let her know through rabid rejection.

The kroger girl is a quieter, depressed type of girl. Shows some behavioral similarities to these USA porn workers out of LA. So, she might yield. I'm not attracted to her, though... mostly to the fake ones, lol.

Anyway, the HEB chick... she might've started out as a cocktease, she definitely felt that "magnetism" when I made that move, an almost inescapable kind of attraction. I mean, ultimately it is, but if you follow your emotions in any capacity (Which most women do), it definitely doesn't feel like it! So there was a pretty good chance she wasn't going to be a cocktease for long.

That's roughly when she "became my girlfriend", a switch got flipped in her mind and you could see the switch flipping in her facial expression.
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Post by swbluto » Jan 14, 2018 7:15 pm

Anyway, got the lumber for the door frame section. And put in a pile. Also got the door.

Think I'm going to assemble all the frame sections separately and then assemble it all in one day. I'm hoping I can get a working structure done in less than a day, I'll devote the full day to the final assembly, probably on a warmer day. Think I might elect for no windows. Well, I should implement one for the experience...

I think the wall frame might be best screwed into the subfloor.

Maybe not.

Maybe it's best to screw it in after the entire frame has been assembled.

Attached the dog to the RV for the evening and closed the front gate. Here's hoping for an uneventful evening.

Chopped off my rusty padlock with the pulaski axe. It worked, cheap lock.

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Post by swbluto » Jan 14, 2018 8:06 pm

That's what I'm looking for. Looking for love. These lyrics felt like what it felt like with the HEB chick. A lover and friend.


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