Buying forest land, implementing solar

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https://www.tractorsupply.com/landing-pages_events_sale-event.html?cm_mmc=Email-_-Ecom-_-2-17_2017_10_25_Prepper_Event-_-hero&cm_lm=4153574845454c45523737405941484f4f2e434f4d

Off the grid product page. Wow, lots of overlap with what my interests have been this year, lol.

It's interesting this has only been a trend since 2016. Wasn't the case in 2012,2013,2014,2015 according to that one guy's data.

I started thinking, it's plausible a modern recession wouldn't affect the employment rate, because the flexibility provided by increasingly prevalent 'part time", "contract" and/or "uber work" means that adapting to a reduction in retail spending would just mean reducing hours, contracts or a reduction in rides demanded and the such,which wouldn't affect the unemployment rate, but it sure as hell would affect people's incomes.

it's interesting to think this "modern recession" (reduction in incomes but not employment) started back in 2016, because that would be 8 years after the last recession, fall 2018, which fits within that recession every 7-9 years trend.

Normally I'd think a recession would mean reduced employment, but I guess it could also be plausibly linked to transiently reduced incomes (during the cold months apparently) or transiently increased 'essential' commodity costs (i.e., higher wood prices, again during the cold months for some reason... skyrocketed like 1.5 months ago).

I started thinking about this again in connection to the HEB chick. So, if there was a recession that started In October 2016, where hours were reduced but not necessarily employment, then retail workers would feel the brunt of it during the slower months. Like the HEB chick during the slow month of July. If she were dependent on her income to pay rent, let's say... then very plausibly she could've been highly motivated to find some guy to take her just like she seemed to be doing.

If she were to be blamng anyone for her reduced hours, she'd likely be blaming out of towners and getting angry at them.

The other theory is that she was an underage attention-seeking hoe desperate for love and attention, and while this seems plausible... I definitely think she was looking for a guy with means. Because her interest as reflected by her smile became genuine once she seemed to infer I had a logging job, and her desperation seemed to be a bit above and beyond than someone looking for some dick because those generally aren't hard for girls to find. Then again... she seemed like a really horny girl, so hell if I know.

Let's say the HEB chick was a damsel in distress as she seemed to be.

The damsel-in-distress, persecuted maiden, or princess in jeopardy is a classic theme in world literature, art, film and video games. This trope usually involves a beautiful or innocent young woman, placed in a dire predicament by a villain or monster, and who requires a male hero to achieve her rescue. After rescuing her, the hero often obtains her hand in marriage.

Yep, she was a beautiful young woman and there's that married thing. She was acting so happy like she was the bride to be on her own wedding day.

My intuition in that "her kind was rare", definitely seems to be the case. Seems like most young girls just hang out with family and there's no real desperation on their part, then they get older and unattractive, and then nobody really wants them.

Seems that's likely the historical norm, daughters living with family. So probably not much has changed there.

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Laptop boobed up. Fan error. Tried blowing it out with the air compressor thru the fan duct (It's nice I didn't have to power it since it already had compressed air from the last time I used it to fill up the tires) thinking dust might've been a problem. Problem not fixed. Will try the other youtube fixes tomorrow or tonight. In the meantime, I'm using my backup laptop and it's a good thing I got it earlier this year. The next valuable "backup thing" to have will be a backup vehicle. The other backup thing I have is a backup generator.

In reviewing the end note, I think the outrageous smile with the next customer was likely because she was really happy(i.e., ecstatic) and she was a sociable person. The second explanation is she was trying to make me jealous.

I cleared the branches out of the construction site and now I just need to clear out the saplings. I think I will aim for below-ground root chopping as opposed to root removal. I'll remove roots as I need to for the pier footings. I should get that done within 5 days, getting ready for lumber purchases in 6. There's a real time pressure to getting the house done, though I can wait a couple of weeks to decide whether I want to relinquish much dough for it. If my theory of "November will be stellar due to Christmas" is correct, then I might want to wait until November 15 or so which when the trend will become apparent. If it's not stellar, then I might want to revise my planning.

Times are tight, cash is king and large assets move slowly. [Though I suspect I wouldn't have much trouble moving the RV. Seems like times are tight, RV and trailer demand goes up.]

I like that freezing to death is not really a huge existential risk here in Houston like is up north.

The summers may be relentless, but you're not going to die because you're sweating and its hot.

But, in the north, the winters may be relentless and there's a real risk of freezing to death if you don't prepare accordingly and/or you just don't have the supplies available (I.e., wood or fuel, wood stove and/or heater).

So, in terms of climatic survival risks, Houston is a good place to be. I was simply wanting to get away from the snow, lol, and keep my heating costs down. Cooling costs are fairly cheap with the fan sufficing.

This has been the second day where I ran the generator for less than the full day. Won't be running it tomorrow, either. It sure seems like a surefire sign of what's happening to demand when I'm not running my generator, lol. (Especially this puny one, lower production rates)

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Trying to figure out how I can list on ebay. I was banned there because international buyers with little grasp of English could barely understand my listings and they thought they were buying CNC machines when I was selling coupons for assembling them from kits they would send me. That business idea didn't work out, but it did get kicked me off the site because of all the damn international buyers who didn't understand my listings.

I have accounts there, but seems like it'd be difficult getting money transferred from paypal. Well, I do have wells fargo accounts, which I could plausibly use. They're now empty but I can fill them up for use. I'd also have to get a cell phone... oh... it might be worth it. My product listings on ebay would be standardized to enable keeping things in stock ready for immediate shipment. I'd also likely need to increase production rates to keep ship times down, means I might be looking at getting another genny if warranted. Maybe another 2000w Honda.

Seems like the monthly cost of maintaining an ebay account would be the cell phone. $7/month. I could get another dedicated VPN IP, but I think I would try jumping around on this connection I have. I'd need to enforce strictly followed procedures to ensure IP separation compliance, procedures I've yet to design.

I think I'd prefer pushing that direction after getting the house built.

I figure November sales look good, push getting the house built as early as possible. I.e., ramping up Christmas orders. [I'll push to ebay anyway, but less pressure to do so quickly.]

If November doesn't look good, delay housing until December and immediately push to ebay. Get a stove for the RV. Will eventually move the stove to the house anyhow, so not a foolish purchase.

 

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Ok,fixed the fan error on my T410 IBM laptop.

And,now have a 5 day supply of bananas, lol.

Picked up the trackall mouse. Got it for $25 thru walmart. Ordered some extra cocoa from them to get the $35 free shipping threshold, since I know I'll definitely eventually get thru it.

Seems like I can get a good idea of purchasing habits by looking at people's baskets at walmart, lol. I have no historical averages to compare it to, so I don't know if the average cart size is "puny" like it seemed like, but I did see a bunch of small items everywhere suggesting trying to cut corners. Might be the historical average in this area, so who knows what it suggests.

Saw a tiny bit of christmas shopping.

Might be more comprehensive to look at people's baskets as they checkout.

Will start removing the vegetation today. I like these mid-october days, no bugs and just comfortably cool to work in. The nights are mostly comfortable to sleep in, with a few particularly cold days sprinkled in.

The sun still feels radiantly warm in these parts this time of year. Can't say so much the same for Spokane, nope.

I just started to realize something today. I am kind of an asshole to women, lol. I don't give a shit about them, so it works out best that way, I guess. I treated the HEB chick much the same way after I made my move, too, so that apparently worked in my favor.

Anyway, will confirm, though required, females have a tendency to not wear name tags. Spotted one today, and she confirmed it was required. I'm guessing for the same reason they won't let you have their number and let you see their drivers license, they won't let you have their name. I think essentially they're protecting themselves from stalkers, and this is pretty common behavior of all females, including the ones who are pretty low on the hotness scale. I suspect that's maybe what the Kroger chick was doing, protecting herself from a stalker. Which is interesting, because I definitely had no interest in stalking her; if I write a girl off, I write them off, I don't care how physically attractive they are. The one person I had interest in finding was the one person who became my girlfriend, and some people might consider that stalking, but ... yeah... whatever...

 

[Dauntless]

Might be more comprehensive to look at people's baskets as they checkout.

Most effective thing is probably to not allow the cashier to ring anything up until you've gone through it all

I just started to realize something today. I am kind of an asshole to women,

NOOOOOOOO!!!!

lol. I don't give a shit about them, so it works out best that way, I guess. I treated the HEB chick much the same way after I made my move, too, so that apparently worked in my favor.

Yeah, she vanished, sounds like it's in your favor all right. You think one or the other came first? The being an asshole or the not caring?

Anyway, will confirm, though required, females have a tendency to not wear name tags. Spotted one today, and she confirmed it was required.

Over the years there's been various countries around the world that required certain people to wear identifying tags. How well it worked would be a matter of opinion. But obviously those women not wearing them are just rebels.

 

[swbluto]

Yeah, she vanished, sounds like it's in your favor all right. You think one or the other came first? The being an asshole or the not caring?

Well, it might've been in my favor because she was jailbait or a siren looking to "shipwreck" my finances at the worst possible time. (Then again, 17 years old is not illegal.)

The idea of taking her in at that particular time of year seemed like it would've been miserable for her, so it would've likely been a bad idea if I had provided what she was seeking. Room and a meal ticket.

I can't say it was consistent behavior. I was an asshole while the relationship was in "deciding status", but wasn't so much after the decision was made; unless making sexual 'somethings'(For example, RAWR) would be considered so; these 'somethings' turned her on, raised up the heat. Leading upto it.. it was mostly casual conversation that oddly was heating up fast with her racy flirtations. Seems like the racy flirtations came shortly after she inferred I had a logging job.

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I'm looking at all these articles talking about how using men as a meal ticket is a surefire sign of a deplorable gold digger.

Hmmmm.... yeah... I don't think that badly of the behavior myself. Because, I put in the perspective of what's natural...

The guy hunts for food, and shares it with his spouse and children. The most successful hunters typically got his dibs in females.

So, I don't look down on the idea. Now the idea of taking money, on the otherhand, is a little more sketchy. I think I might be reasonably okay with certain limits, but definitely not much more than that. I'm definitely all for maintaining individual accounts, with joint accounts specifically allocated funds for groceries and "joint goods". (individual cell phones isn't a joint good; i'm not enjoying my partner's cell phone.)

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75 milion millenials, about 37.5 million female millenials. 13 million of them are moms, less than 33%.

I guess not being a parent at my age is pretty common place. Just seems weird compared to recent generations, but doesn't seem entirely uncommon historically. Seems like a typical historical arrangement is 32 year old male marrying a 16 year old female. Too bad states outlaw what was historically natural and is quickly returning to be the norm. (Recent average male marriage age was 30 years old, returning to historical averages)

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I have a better idea now of how inverter generators work and why they're more stable.

Regular generator - spins an alternator that produces a voltage that swings between 100-130V

Inverter generator - spins an alternator that varies between, say, 13V-16V, which is rectified, powering an inverter that produces a 110V signal.

Since the inverter can produce a clean 110V signal from any voltage above 12V, it is a lot more voltage stable.

So, thinking about how I can produce a similar affect from a regular generator.

use transformer to reduce to 13V-16V, rectify, invert.

Change out the alternator, or rewind it, to produce 13v-16v, rectify, invert.

Since I just need 24V DC 13A, I'm thinking I could transform down to some acceptable voltage range, rectify it, then get a 350w-450w 24v buck converter.

for the "use transformer to reduce to 13v-16V, rectify, invert" idea...

https://www.ebay.com/itm/Toroidal-laminated-core-for-AC-power-transformer-2000VA-wind-your-own/182223258713?hash=item2a6d5a4459:g:lnIAAOSwaB5Xmnj2

https://www.ebay.com/itm/MDQ-100A-Amp-1600V-Volt-Single-1-Phase-Diode-Metal-Case-Bridge-Rectifier-TS/222314985157?hash=item33c30176c5:g:~tkAAOSwcUBYKiUu

A bunch of electrolytic capacitors...

The input voltage to the inverters is stabilized by 1) The magnetic field in the toroid transformer and 2) The electrostatic field in the capacitors.

Then standard inverters.

 

[Dauntless]

I'm looking at all these articles talking about how using men as a meal ticket is a surefire sign of a deplorable gold digger.

Maybe you should read articles about how that's the DEFINITION!

 

[swbluto]

I'm looking at all these articles talking about how using men as a meal ticket is a surefire sign of a deplorable gold digger.

Maybe you should read articles about how that's the DEFINITION!

Well, I guess that's probably true where women have the means to pay for themselves. I wouldn't say that's always true (For example, *cough*, someone who's clearly a part time minimum wage HEB worker... lol).

https://relampagofurioso.com/2016/05/31/5-signs-you-are-a-walking-wallet/

Be bold and be funny, but do not pay for anything. This idea goes back to the cardinal rule: Alpha fux, Beta bux. Say it once. Say it 10 times. Say it 100 times until it sticks in your long-term memory. Women let Alpha bad boys wear them out until they come out walking funny from the bedroom, but once her limbic brian (the residence of the infamous Rationalization Hamster) has zeroed in on you as a nice guy Beta, she will perform every mental gymnastic known to mankind to extricate the maximum payout from you while giving you little, to most likely zero vaginal or oral return.

Oh, well, that's interesting. Because that goes back to my suspected insight, just go straight for the pussy and everything else falls into place. Because that seems to be pretty much what I was doing with the HEB chick, and something came over her and she seemed more than happy to oblige. It's curious if at first she saw me as a walking meal ticket, but then... I went straight for it... and I became a delicious fuckboy in her mind while she continued searching for a beta to extract resources from.

That almost seems like exactly what was happening...

She zero'd on me as a walking financial resource to extract money from, thus her racy flirtations shortly after a smile reflecting interest of some type came over her after she probably inferred I was a logger, but then I made my move communicating a direct interest in her pussy (The sudden, impulsive, relentless bedroom eyes)... she was astonished by the boldness... and then she became in very short order my toy to have my way with (She seemed downright displeased it couldn't have been consummated right then and there...), and then she continued searching for other victims (or, she might've settled on me as the goto provider at that point, who really knows, I didn't stick around to find out who else she was trying to con.).

It's interesting, too, because the experience after I made my move became pseudo-auto-pilot at times like I was following a script that I didn't seem to fully understand, just like might've been the case with her. For example, the nuzzling, that was just a sudden compulsion that overcame me that I didn't really understand what the hell it was. It was just pseudo-auto-pilot, the 'program' was taking over my actions.

I have a feeling, without these autopilot programs, reproduction would be harder to come by with all the polite ever-so-embarrassment-saving civility people in public life have. The autopilot programs gets shit done.

 

[Dauntless]

she probably inferred I was a logger. . . .

A LOGGER? You mean like in Seattle?

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https://relampagofurioso.com/2016/05/31/5-signs-you-are-a-walking-wallet/

Being a walking wallet screams I am a man who is not valuable enough to women to get sex just for who I am

Ahem, it's not because of who you are, it's because you take it and they submit and let you take it. They don't just give it to you, you got to take it.

https://www.sunsigns.org/8-alarming-signs-of-a-desperate-woman/

Interesting, she came across like a desperate chick but I didn't exactly know what she was desperate for. I've been assuming a place and meal ticket, but the kind of "desperate women" described here seems like it could also be possible. [it seems like it'd make more sense too, because I don't understand how an 18 year old could be renting an apartment without 2 years of solid higher-paying employment too? Living with parents and looking for a husband/boyfriend seems like it'd be a more realistic background, whether she was older or, especially, younger.]

#8. She’s desperate for affection from others

#7. She fawns over you

#6. She has a problem being alone

#4. She dresses to draw attention [Definitely an attention seeker]

Your girlfriend is expecting you to be in the same emotional place that she is. She wants you to commit early and often. She will profess love and devotion to you after just a short time.

Seems like that would've been happening...

Remember that a desperate woman has a goal of husband and family, which she feels she needs for fulfillment. If she can trap you into a marriage with an unexpected pregnancy, she’ll be happy to do it.

I suspect she was looking for a husband, thus her immediate asking of your profession.

I kind of wonder if the 'desperate man' is the perfect pairing for the 'desperate woman'? Seems possible. I just wonder if I'm actually desperate myself? Hmmm... I don't know.... I guess I'm desperate to find some kind of true love that'll stay in my life, lol.

It seems questionable that "Goal of a family" = desperate. It seems questionable to assume the point of dating is to frock with as many people as possible and that the opposite, starting a family, indicates desperation. Seems like it ignores the entire historical basis for having sex, like having babies and forming families. I guess this kind of desperation is only such from the viewpoint of a promiscuous noncommital man.

I'm willing to bet... my sister... married the first man she slept with and they now have a family. As far as I know, she did not have any sexual relations with anyone prior and they now have a happy little family. So, I don't see anything wrong with this idea, the person you sleep with is the person you marry and start a family with. Seems like a norm of some kind... seems like promiscuity is more often the aberration.

I think I've figured out the kind of woman I'm looking for. A desperate chick. Those chicks who act like "partners" or "They don't really need you", yeah, f them. I want my partner to need me, just like I want my dogs to need my love and affection.

I suspect that's why I was getting anxious around that one gal. She didn't need /me/, thus making me feel unnecessary and superfluous, thus insecure. And, I feel a lot more secure not being around people who make me feel insecure. And I don't think it had much to do with me personally, I think that gal was simply antisocial and didn't like people in general. Because I've met exceedingly intelligent folk that exhibited the opposite trait, being sociable and liking company JUST LIKE THE HEB CHICK, and this was decidedly not her.

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I think I came up with a plausible story for this gal.

18 years old, living with parents, looking for a husband to start a family. That seems consistent with the fact she was obviously hitting on grown ass men in the checkout line, she came across like she was a desperate chick looking for something, and she seemed to be previewing what domestic life with her would've been like, and her first question was your profession.

This overlaps with "Looking for a place and meal ticket", so there's no contradiction with that previous conclusion.

The eviction hypothesis, however, seems like a less likely candidate with this conclusion. The fact it was happening on July 1st might just be a red herring, I guess.

The fact she was acting so incredibly happy like she was the bride to be on her own wedding day agrees with this conclusion, that she was looking for a husband to start a family.

And the fact is, my bride to be is gone and this is sad.

The poignant moment of her looking into the distance imagining our future, and that quiet drama therein... oh... oh... I knew it was a watershed moment at the time. And then, she's gone.

 

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wow, these last hour dreams seem to inform much on happenings and the future. Sometimes the ghost-of-christmas-present and sometimes the ghost-of-christmas-future.

Just had one and found out what happened to the heb chick.

found this person who apparently knew her, and she joined the army and was soon to ship out, and apparently she was training for medical and she got sep'd after failing training. Wasn't clear if she was med sep'd, or just simply failed training.

That does plausibly put some sense behind the urgency I was sensing in her with finding a husband. I don't really know what exactly she had thought was important in doing so for military training (other than hypothetical benefits like base housing).

Anyway, this story is actually plausible. Because I already said her kind was rare and it was like we were natural kin. And, it's true, the military brat subculture tends to be a unique subculture with my finding them particularly easy to relate to and their girls, in particular, easy to quickly fall in love with. I know one such person like that in the past, her username was broknmirrors or something.

So she was a military brat joining the army and soon shipping off, and who knows for whatever reason, she was trying to find a husband before shipping. [Maybe she was hoping to find a husband to avoid joining because she really didn't want to? She felt compelled to join because local job prospects weren't paying as well as the military, likely a parent was in the military, and she had medical aspirations.]

I don't know if that's actually her story and it seems a bit bizarre... but it almost seems believable with how easily we related to each other and it just kicked off so fast. And she was not holding herself back like it was her last dance. "Shipped off to the military" is definitely a strong possibility as to why she was 18 or therabouts and no longer working there 1 month later.

It's kind of funny too... because in trying to find her, I had this eerie suspicion she moved somewhere. I figured she had "shipped off to college", though the timing would've seemed unusual (Sometime in July?), eviction was the next hypothesis but that doesn't make sense with her being 18, but "shipping off to the military" is definitely strongly explanative in that vein. It's funny it took a dream to figure that out.

And her having medical aspirations is not entirely unbelievable either. My mom is a nurse and I have a strong tendency for medical thinking.

My iteration of all the minerals in bananas may have informed her I had strong understanding of the medical world, which may have piqued her curiosity and she wanted to know more...

That's when we she subtly asked for my profession...

She definitely had a method behind her conversation, now that I'm starting to realize. I'm sure if I told her, "I'm a doctor", that would've changed the nature of it, lol.

Anyway, I think she was happy as hell because she found her soulmate. And vice versa.

There's this talk in research about birds who will often mate with sub-optimal partners (In terms of resources) because of assortative mating, in that they're closer matching to them in terms of traits. I suspect it's not much different for people, what people might call "soul mates".

It's interesting to think what our separation may have done to her. Divided we fall, united we stand.

And I still cry those particularly grieving moments of realizing the significant loss in the morning. It's hard to believe that this something that would be borne of passing 10-minute infatuation.

About 4 days away from 4 months since, the maximum time pure infatuation can last according to researchers and mexican lore.

It's funny how answers to certain questions only become obvious with time.

I think it's also kind of funny how a technology man would be attracted to an aspiring nurse, because that's exactly what my parents are. Granted, I really /doubt/ my mom was as racy as this particular girl was, so I don't think I'd expect her to be "just like my mom", lol. Her behavior was more theatrical than my moms and she was definitely more voluble than my mom is. And, I'm not /just like my/ dad either, with a large wealth of knowledge in electrical and medical fields. And, I really doubt my dad ever "made a move" on my mom like I did with the HEB chick, at least not with that level of intensity and directness.

So that looking into the distance trying to imagine our future... she was likely trying to imagine how her soon to be shipping off to the military would fit with local love aspirations.

Anyway... an army chick... if true... I'm not going to say she was a hoe... but there's an above average chance especially in the context of her behavior. I'd say a 1 in 6 chance for the average army female if it's anything like the navy. In the context of her behavior, maybe higher. Maybe much higher.


Anyway, trying to figure out what voltage the honda generator generated for the inverter input...I just realized it was 12 volts. I can tell because there's a 12v 8A battery charging port on it so they're likely directly tapping the input directly to the inverter.

Anyway, that does suggest they're using rather high amperages. 100 amps corresponds to 1200 watts.

Trying to stabilize the waveform from the rectifier with capacitors at that current level seems like it'd require lots of uFs. Big electrolytics. Need to find a peak to peak ripple voltage calculator and get some estimates going for capacitor requirements.

I'd say 120 amps, 2 volts peak to peak.

And shucks, looks like i'm not finding calculators. Seems like I'll likely have to manipulate some formulas. :x :lol:

Well, looks like wikipedia is straight forward enough.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ripple_(electrical)

And the formula solving for capacitance(C) looks like... [I = current, f=hertz, V_pp=peak to peak]

C = I/(f*V_pp)

C = 120amps/(60hz*2volts) = 1 Farad

https://www.ebay.com/itm/Belva-BB1D-1-0-Farad-Car-Audio-Power-Capacitor-Cap-w-Digital-Red-Display/361611352944?epid=2254460440&hash=item5431b75b70:g:LVIAAOSwzLlXhBFx&vxp=mtr

Looks like 1 farad, 10-16V. With the correct windings in the transformers, looks like it might work. $23 each. The more the merrier. 2 farads -> 1Volt p-to-p, 4 farads -> .5volts p-to-p

 

[DAND214]

Here is a joke to go along with yours.


Joe was a single guy living at home with his father and working in the family business. When he found out he was going to inherit a fortune when his sick father died, he decided he needed a wife with whom to share his fortune.

One evening at an investment seminar he spotted the most beautiful woman he had ever seen. Her beauty took his breath away. “I may look like just an ordinary man,” he said to her, “but in just a few years, my father will pass, and I’ll inherit his large fortune.”

Impressed, the woman took his business card and three months later, she became Joe’s stepmother.

Women are so much better at estate planning than men!!

Dan
ps
Grow up and grow a pair.

 

[swbluto]

Here is a joke to go along with yours.


Joe was a single guy living at home with his father and working in the family business. When he found out he was going to inherit a fortune when his sick father died, he decided he needed a wife with whom to share his fortune.

One evening at an investment seminar he spotted the most beautiful woman he had ever seen. Her beauty took his breath away. “I may look like just an ordinary man,” he said to her, “but in just a few years, my father will pass, and I’ll inherit his large fortune.”

Impressed, the woman took his business card and three months later, she became Joe’s stepmother.

Women are so much better at estate planning than men!!

Dan
ps
Grow up and grow a pair.

Lol, what? Courting the HEB chick had nothing to do with advertising a vast inheritance I was about to receive. It was about going directly for the pussy with the impassioned bedroom eyes and various affectionate and sexual aggressions (*nuzzle* *RAWR*) and turning the heat up. I'm not sure who you think you're teaching here?

I definitely need a cohabitable domicile to have a girl live with me, and feeding them is important. They need to be fed just like any pet.

They're just like raccoons, in the presence of an abundant food supply, they'll start popping out babies.

There's definitely a reason why high caloric consumption significantly boosts libido. It's because the body thinks its time to start producing babies with all the food around.

Of course, I would keep them on a semi-diet with controlled carb consumption (Especially controlled refined and grain carb consumption) to keep them looking sexy. I don't mean low or 'restricted' carb consumption, simply controlled as in not excessive.

I will say this doesn't mean take them out to 5 star restaurants every couple days and pay for all their meals, that's when the man needs to draw the line. Of course, if he wants to pay for all of it and he really wants to go out every couple days, then so be it, I don't necessarily think it indicates a "pussy" who's trying to buy his love's affection. It could mean he likes going out to eat and his girlfriend may very well be unable to afford all that going out to eat with her own measly paycheck.

Me personally... my going out to eat is strictly curtailed with my specialized diet and expense controls.

 

[DAND214]

YOU, are one sick dude!

You keep searching and you will find her. Maybe you have her already.
Maybe we should be looking for a missing person from HEB.
What location was she at?

I get a real kick out of having the time to follow this. It sure seems more like a novel as I had said earlier. Who would have the time to totally clean a forest, build a house with a pool and solar power.
While you are posting all the time.

Is the van fixed or did you get a new one?

It's great to get such great returns to my posts. I'm sure Dauntless appreciates it as well. Keep typing while the rest of us have real things to do.

Dan

 

[swbluto]

Me, sick? Lol, nope. See, I was making her hot and that directly means "I'm hot", and she loved having a hot-as-hell boyfriend, she felt like the luckiest girl on earth. So in terms of results? I think I'm anything but 'sick' unless you mean "exceedingly effective".

No, man, I stopped searching for her like 2 months ago. I just wanted to know what happened to her and bring some resolve to the case and now I think I have an unproven story, but yet it seems like an edifying enough and realistic enough story to be believable, so I think I've pretty much closed the case. Especially since the answer came in a dream and it was compelling enough in its own right.

So, I now have answers and restitution.

However... if she did get sep'd from the army after 3 months... she went somewhere... likely back home. So she's probably somewhere around Houston somewhere, just who the hell knows where that could be.

However, I still have those mornings where I apparently miss her severely after the waterworks turn on, especially when I type about her and I reread some key sentences aloud with great poignancy. I don't think that means I'm "a pussy that needs to grow some balls", it just means I miss loved ones.

And now that the cold weather is returning, I'm working on the property more often througout the day. Getting the construction site cleared of all the saplings today.

AND now it's cleared. Just need to clean up the leaves and start marking the support piers and start digging up the holes. Also need to dig a trench around the footings to apply the termicide.

 

[mark5]

YOU, are one sick dude!

You keep searching and you will find her. Maybe you have her already.
Maybe we should be looking for a missing person from HEB.
What location was she at?

You'll probably have to use the sheriff's bloodhounds and a remote viewer. And most likely it'll be locations vs just one location

 

[swbluto]

http://www.returnofkings.com/27632/treat-women-like-pets-if-you-want-them-to-stay-attracted-to-you

See, this place knows what women are, they're pets. They need to be disciplined, kept in check, need to know their place, fed and played with and they'll love you forever and ever.

And by played with, I don't mean playing fetch. :wink: (I mean, things like sexual tension kind of things... teasing, bedroom eyes, talking naughty/seductively, sexual advances, displays of sexual attraction like RAWR and the like.)

hink I’m kidding? Watch her expression next time you say something like this. Her vagina will literally burst into flames. There’s an entire generation of women out there that are sick of beta doormats that provide zero challenge or structure. Feminine women want structure in their life, they want a man to give them direction. And all women, in some sick, twisted way, want just a little bit of abuse. They thrive on the drama and friction the occasional burst of male anger brings them.

Absolutely true, get angry at a girl who's interested in you, doesn't matter what the hell it is (But it certainly helps if it's something that understandably would make you angry), and watch her thermometer go up and beg for you to forgive her and take her back. It's absolutely wonderful watching them grovel at your feet, especially if it's someone you have hots for. Just your little playtoy for your exclusive pleasure.

The gratification of some hottie grovelling at your feet, oh yes baby. That's the kind of girl that's really enjoyable.

That really gratifying sense of submission that she happily embraces as you go for the kill, the shit is hot and satisfying as hell.

https://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=grovel

Something that is done at the feet of a gorgeous female;
Act of being submissive to an Alpha Female

Weird, another one of those "something done to or by a female" kind of things, except it's happening or being done quite succesfully by me, a male. Would this imply I was an alpha male that day and she the submissive female groveling at my feet?

It's kind of hard to accept I'm an alpha male, but lots of evidence has been suggesting that in terms of my effects on females, at least recently.

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Anyway, that article talking about something ticking in the limbic system of females as they recognize an alpha male and they immediately want to sleep with him... that almost seems like what happened with the heb chick. I was doing the bedroom eyes, and some kind of instinctual program suddenly took over her and she was like in an alternate dimension. I think that instinctual program came from her limbic system and it was telling her 'Sleep with this guy', mhmmm, and she was legitimately getting frustrated she couldn't consummate the act right then and there. Which seemed weird to me, so I assumed she was desperate for residence or some such... but maybe she was desperate for some immediate alpha sex.

That does seem sensible it would act like that...

A surge of lust takes over the male after the female yells at him, not holding back, the male makes a sudden intense advance on the female, her limbic system kicks in and succumbs to heat of the moment and immediate passionate making out takes place. The situation definitely had that kind of feel to it, like I would suddenly rush her and push her up against a wall and start ravishing her, but of course the situation wasn't appropriate for something like that to happen, lol.

I wonder if this dynamic is the makings of a one night stand, lol.

And maybe that's why the situation was so significant... I practically made a girl sexually succumb to me on the spot.

 

[swbluto]

Anyway, I think I figured out how the honda generators get away with less expensive electronics with the inverter generators.

The ordinary generators have a frequency of 60hz. This looks like it'd require 2 to 4 farads to get a good reduction in ripple voltage to the inverter input.

The honda generators, I'm willing to bet, have a far higher frequency. This way they can reduce the size of the capacitors feeding into the inverter. The inverter itself produces the 60 Hz 110V AC signal.

I think the honda generator achieves a high electrical frequency through some kind of winding techniques. Maybe they increase the number of poles?

I could be entirely wrong, just a suspicion.

 

[swbluto]

http://www.girlschase.com/content/sexual-tension-basics-what-sexual-tension

I like how this article describes the phenomenon.

The delivery (of sexual tension) is not the usual flirty delivery. Since this is a totally different subject, I would prefer sticking to the simpler, non-verbal version for now.

This is certainly an interesting observation, the separation between the "flirtation" phase and the "sexual tension"(seduction) phase.

Because the HEB chick encounter was definitely flirty up until I made my unflinching persisting bedroom eyes move after she yelled at me, then past that point, it was definitely more sexual tension in nature as opposed to flirting (flirting went to the wayside by this time), definitely a distinct change in the ambiance. From the "flirting phase" to the distinctly different seductive "sexual tension" phase. Voices got distinctly more aggressive, raspy and definitely the sound of more "heat" in the voice. Nonverbals kicked up a notch and this previously loquacious girl went almost entirely pantomime in expressing her (now sexual) desire/mood in theatrics [It's curious to wonder why... if it's because its more emotionally impactful than words, or because verbal approaches would've been inappropriate in that context. It definitely seemed to be significantly more emotive.]. Definitely two distinct phases (flirtation phase and the seduction phase), strongly demarcated by the intensely tension filled bedroom eyes turning point.

And the strong surge of lust following her yelling, is was triggered that move and the rapid, distinct and intense change in phases.

I would say that's first time I've been in a seduction state in a conversation/interaction with a girl. Other girls had previously been seductive with my person, but I never actually engaged myself in seduction with them, at least not to that extent, and that was going places. That wasn't a "There's a 50% chance of bedding this girl", that was pretty much a darn near 100% if we continued correspondence.

I think that's what I've been missing with the other girls so far, no strong surge of lust and the subsequent hugely successful seduction of mine to follow.

Actually, when the 2nd kroger chick bent over and mischievously smiled, I wonder if that did cause a surge in lust. Well, if it did, it was pretty minor compared to the HEB chick's yelling.

 

[DAND214]

IS THE VAN FIXED? If so what was it?

Dan

 

[Dauntless]

It's great to get such great returns to my posts. I'm sure Dauntless appreciates it as well. Keep typing while the rest of us have real things to do.

Dan

Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz(SNORK!)) Whuuuuuuua? He RESPONDED to something?

[youtube]pFTfXtyOdXU[/youtube]

 

[swbluto]

IS THE VAN FIXED? If so what was it?

Dan

It was hard to access that part of the engine where the heater core hose connects to the engine, so i never bothered. So, it still is leaking there. But, the engine temp has never climbed above 170F in the last 200 miles or so, so I'm not too bothered by it. I figure I'll add more coolant when I need to. If it gets bad enough, I'll try really hard to fix it.

 

[swbluto]

It's great to get such great returns to my posts. I'm sure Dauntless appreciates it as well. Keep typing while the rest of us have real things to do.

Dan

Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz(SNORK!)) Whuuuuuuua? He RESPONDED to something?

[youtube]pFTfXtyOdXU[/youtube]

Lots of things happen at HEB because it's a common meeting point. Just about everyone in the local community goes to the local HEB if they're close enough. Granted, most people don't explicitly go there to "meet people", but almost the entire community goes there.

With that observation of mine, I think it's time to start learning how to pickup girls and strike up conversations with complete strangers on the spot. I don't know if I would have picked up the HEB girl if she happened to be shopping for food, but I think there's a chance my spidey sense might have gone off. Maybe not. Maybe seeing her interact is what triggers the spidey sense (That's how I initially identified her, thru her strange deflected-to-the-right uncanny wide-grinned smile when talking with another). Maybe I need to go somewhere where people explicitly go to interact and where would that be exactly?

https://theundercoverrecruiter.com/how-start-conversations-complete-strangers-natural-way/

Learn from pick up artists

If you look at the world of chat-ups, it usually starts with a genuine question like ‘do you have a light’ or ‘do you know what DJ is on tonight?’ – and take it from there. You’ll know whether someone wants to have a conversation with you or if they quickly answer your question and turns away. Don’t forget to smile when using this approach by the way!

Time to learn the way of the pick up artists.

https://people.howstuffworks.com/pickup-artist.htm

That depends on the PUA's intentions, but generally, it involves a telephone number, a kiss or a one-night stand. If the sexual target -- aka the woman -- is "lucky," the suave guy just might contact her again.

Hehehe. Exactly, if the girl is lucky, I /might/ be interested in them and I /might/ get into contact with them. So, when I do, they better feel like they've won the lottery, lol. It's completely true, I don't want to waste too much time with someone I don't really feel strongly for and the kind of person I would, my soulmate, should feel like they've won the lottery. It should be an especially easy-to-recognize mutual feeling of winning the lottery.

Due to the heteronormative male-chasing-female dynamic inherent in pickup artistry, women can't flip the script and start sarging into conversations with men, either. Instead, women are often characterized as the passive prey, gussied up and hoping to be hunted down by a handsome hunk.

That's completely wrong. The HEB chick was definitely trying to pick someone up in her line.

After all, the object of "The Game" is to never come down with a case of "oneitis"; the only way for Sisyphean PUAs to win is to keep on playing.

That is, obsession with one girl that you've yet to snatch. I think it's OK to have said obsession if they're in the first stages of the relationship because that's typical of the rushing puppy love (the honeymoon stage) stage and natural, but ideally you shouldn't be obsessed with someone you haven't seen for many months and you've lost all practical hope of finding again. And, it's true, I'm not obsessed with the idea of finding them, but ... who the hell am I kidding... if I thought I could find her, I would. But at this point, i try not to let it interfere with my pursuit of any other "soul mates" I might come across, because there's definitely been interference so far.

I think that's why things have been escalating quite quickly when it goes that way. Because when the tension builds or the lust surges (Which doesn't happen that frequently), I don't keep it hidden, I act on it like any confident fearless man would. The key point is that you're fearless and bold about it; as soon as the girl senses fear, she is more than liable to shy away or reject you. (And, obviously, it should just feel right. If there's any negative awkward stifled energy between the two, obviously it isn't going to work out.)

This image suggests it took 2 years for a passionate kiss, I think it probably would've happened on the second day of meeting her with the HEB chick. (Date number 2)

 

[DAND214]

the more you post the more I question this whole BS.

"The so-called 'spidey sense' or 'spider sense' generally refers to an extraordinary ability to sense imminent danger, a kind of 'sixth sense' attributed to the comic-book superhero Spider-Man – though the term long ago escaped the confines of Peter Parker and his web-slinging alter-ego's fictional universe to enter ..."
If so, why would you need a watch out on the rtoff of your soon to be mansion?

Dan

 

[swbluto]

Heheh, someone maligning me as the peeping tom. LOL, I'll have you know she was a helluva lot more suggestive than i was, especially initially. If anyone had the right to press sexual harassment charges, it would've definitely been ME! And the customer in front who got her boobs pushed up into his face, lol. So, dauntless, your implied slander is highly misplaced.

I'd actually say my moves were a lot less explicit than hers were, lol. I definitely was not making any motions suggesting my dick in terms of spraying, thrusting, dry-humping or really anything. So, actually, I was definitely the more refined and subtle person in that encounter than she was, yes I definitely was. But the efficacy of my moves were definitely significantly more effectual than anyone of hers.

 

[swbluto]

the more you post the more I question this whole BS.

"The so-called 'spidey sense' or 'spider sense' generally refers to an extraordinary ability to sense imminent danger, a kind of 'sixth sense' attributed to the comic-book superhero Spider-Man – though the term long ago escaped the confines of Peter Parker and his web-slinging alter-ego's fictional universe to enter ..."
If so, why would you need a watch out on the rtoff of your soon to be mansion?

Dan

I ALREADY TOLD YOU! This mansion is a LONGTERM PROJECT with an estimated completion date of FIVE YEARS, THREE IF I AM LUCKY. This year, I'm just basically getting the essential infrastructure into place. (transportation, basic housing)

MAYBE EVEN LONGER IF THERE'S A FULL BLOWN RECESSION NEXT YEAR. (Like current retail demand trends, that I'm seeing from my business stats, are hinting at)

 

[Dauntless]

So this spidey sense started talking about all the things that go on at H.E.B. at 1:32am and then decided to think of being called a peeping tom at 11:01am. Did it come to you, er, did it come to the spidey sense in a dream? By the way, you're claiming you go to east Austin to be saying you're being called a peeping tom. So you're saying this is YOU in Austin and not. . .You know. . . .

That is, obsession with one girl that you've yet to snatch.

But she's buried all over the county. That means you've ALREADY snatched her, yet you still obsess.

Meanwhile, the mansion isn't something he's building, it's the spidey sense telling him it will be there in 5 years. Meanwhile, do you know what Spiderman does when his spidey sense goes off? He climbs a tall building and has a look. So when the evil queen curses his land and the mansion rises up, the neighbors will see him in his lookout and realize that his spidey sense has detected SOMETHING and he'll be acting as an early warning for everyone.