Oh my gosh, just got back last night and crashed. Had the most wonderful time!
Just kidding, I didn't go. I tried finding a buddy to go to state fair with, but they're all getting laid by a bunch of out of state renaissance fair whores using their place to sleep for the night, so they didn't want to go.
I also reasoned, if she's living in another city now, she's not really a part of the "eligible dating pool", so no lost cause if she's moved. And if she's still living here, I'll have a chance to see her again locally sometime in the future. Mainly, I want to know what kind of girl I should watch out for in terms of personality characteristics. The only thing I can surmise online is "A girl who's hot as hell", but want criteria with a bit more precision and accuracy.
And the self-restraint was in reference to not falling for her "love trap". I figured out, it's the act of sex with a hottie such as her that makes men fall immeasurably and irrevocably in love (The sexual bond), which she exploits via betrayal to induce death. It's interesting to think she could just let guys fall for her, and have a normal relationship and possibly marriage like a normal girl, but she's decided to go the complete opposite, murder. The trick I'm surmising, is finding a girl who hasn't fell for the dark side.
Yeah, it's possible, her father would've came over and lit my house on fire while I was gone or something, lol. Apparently happened to another neighbor, had his trailer lit on fire by an enemy. The father lives here, in Houston, so doesn't have to travel from Dallas.
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https://www.imdb.com/title/tt10144748/
Found a movie whose title describes my situation!
I Almost Married a Serial Killer
Gotta investigate the histories of those readily identifiable psychopaths a bit more carefully, next time. Murder, murder for power, likes scaring, lover killer kind of themes, heartbreaker themes, likes using skull and knife emojis, black obsessed, vampires/witch themes, things like that. Maybe even "skanky hoe", "restless gypsy" and "itinerant vagabond" themes too. I'd even say unicorn/mermaid themes, but I think just about every girl is using those.
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It's interesting thinking we're both psychopaths, except... she's the one with the body count, I don't. And I don't even really know if I'd consider myself an actual psychopath, maybe a really mild one at most. In some ways, I'm more effective as one then she is, in terms of deceit/manipulation.
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