That brings back memories
Not the first time round, but used to have that album as a student in the lat 80's early 90's
Well the GF is off work today, and with these storms, we have lots of sand stripped of the beaches...One area out West..an old granite slipway has been exposed, so might be a good area for the metal detector..
She can drive.get me out of the house....so off to generate some synthetic happiness
I am know i am not badly off by any means..one dodgy finger and eye sight still good enough for Class 1 Aviation medical...so despite what it may sound like.I am not wingeing..I know I am bloody lucky..but it still does not stop it being any less frustrating and the worry when you are lying awake at 2 in the morning thinking about how you are going to pay the next mortgage payment still keeps you awake the same.
When I took the mortgage, I went for the smallest, cheapest apartment I could, the bank were prepared to offer me more..but I only took what I needed ..was not greedy, so over the past few years, I have been making overpayments and putting in the odd lump sum. I never paid any mortgage, health or income protection insurance, relying on my own ideas..borrow small..saving, etc to see me through if any unforseen circumstances..like now were to arise. I have enough put by to see me through 4-5 months..so all should be good...but you just never know.
As much as anything..this thread is therapeutic for me..just writing the thoughts down ..makes it seem less of a problem.
With my job, I see people every day that are worse off, so I have always realised I am not in a bad situation...but that does not stop the worry.
I have lived in Uganda and DR Congo...where people have nothing...even the illlest of us here in the West are unlikely to starve to death or die from drinking un clean water or ...
Thanks guys.
and good luck to all of you this New Year,