Buying forest land, implementing solar

[swbluto]

Need to note this, I slept a full 7-8 hours straight last night and went to bed dog tired.

The only difference yesterday is that I hammered in probably around 5 rows of shingles by hand.

Seems like most any day I'm wielding a tool and smacking the fudge out of something, be it nails or trees, are the nights I'm definitely sleeping the most soundly and getting a solid 7-8 hours of sleep.

Cardiovascular exercise doesn't have that benefit. In fact, it seems like it tends to make my sleep worse, but I suspect that's because of starvation related cardiovascular atrophies.

 

[DAND214]

BY HAND? WOW you must be dog tired.
What happened to the nailer that you couldn't live without?
5 rows, than you should be almost half done.

Dan

 

[nicobie]

BY HAND? WOW you must be dog tired.
What happened to the nailer that you couldn't live without?
5 rows, than you should be almost half done.

Dan

:lol: :lol: :lol:

 

[swbluto]

Well, the nailer broke itself after about like 70% of the front was done and I was like 8-10 rows to finishing, so decided I would attempt hand nailing the rest of it since I had time to burn (Another 2-3 hours).

And it turns out, not hard to do. I was fearing the shingle would slide/shift while trying to nail it in, making it hard to get things lined up, but it doesn't shift on a 4/12 roof. Then I slept like a rock that night, too. What a serendipitous discovery.

 

[Dauntless]

You put your trolls to work on it. They want to laugh at your effort, make them prove they know what they're laughing about.

But yeah, looks like you're almost done.

http://goodstuff.hu/2017/08/10/valahogy-igy-nez-ki-almaink-mini-haza/

 

[swbluto]

We are the granddaughters of the witches you weren't able to burn

Oh lawd, talking about witches. lol

What was my last text to her?

"Do you have a habit of scaring ppl? I asked this once to an occult witch because she terrified me unintentionally I'd think but you don't seem to scare me. I'm asking because of an instagram pic of a ghost learning how to, lol."

Maybe that's why she was hiding, lol.

Just like the OKCupid witch, she immediately blocked me and RAN.

Yeah, she was fearing a witch hunt, wasn't she. :lol:

What were my suspicions on her person. homicidal ideation (Morbid imagery), psychopathic (The purposefully enticing imagery on "the cover" geared towards the audience, to lure viewers)...

And here she is admitting to be of "witch blood". Witches of old were burned in some prominent cases for being homicidally ideationally pyschopathic, so it'd appear.

It's ironic to think she's hiding because she's fearing homicidal ideation from me. I guess maybe she recognizes her own kind or something.

It's interesting to think the HEB chick was a witch or came from "witch blood". Because, she definitely had "enticement" abilities in the bag, no problem with causing infatuation as they seem oft to do looking at my personal history and the historical record. And I would use the word "strange" to describe her, yes to the H I would.

And did I want to kill her? No, absolutely not, I loved that girl. That was a girl I'd be willing to kill for to protect her. (Talking in a hypothetical sense of course...)

 

[swbluto]

Well, didn't sleep at all last night. I tried sleeping and it almost like I was sleep, except I wasn't really falling asleep.

And the local festival lines are DEFINITELY not as busy as last year. Last year, they were backed up all the way in both directions 7-12 miles, this year...

Pretty much no line. There's a constant stream, but there's no real threat of a building line that I've seen so far.

Suggesting the economy this year is less hot than last year, unless I'm vastly understimating the power of manual traffic controls.

I've heard it really picks up in November and when the weather is clear and sunny, so maybe that's why it seems different this year...

 

[Dauntless]

You missed the U.S. GP in town, there. Kimi Raikkonen won. Former champion, the realities of the business left him without a ride for 2 year and then some second rate cars with real bad luck, especially when about to win, not as bad as for Fernando Alonzo but bad enough. Now Ferrari is dropping him at the end of the year and at least he won again before stepping down to a 3rd rate car.

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[swbluto]

This guy is explaining a witch.

https://www.etsy.com/conversations/622958902?from_tag=system_tag.inbox&from_page=1

magine a woman, in all her over-emotional, irrational glory. But she doesn't fear God, and therefore cannot be reigned in by His word. She also doesn't fear or abide by the rules of society, and therefore does whatever she wants, without consent and indeed often IN SPITE OF the townsfolk and their wishes.

Now, if she's young, this woman won't have sex with you, and even if she did, she would probably kill you somehow. So having her around is just a constant reminder of that. And if she's pretty, it's even worse because it's all about something you can't have. Which makes you think Bad things, because it's Not Fair.

Yeah, that's exactly the feel I was getting from the okcupid witch, attempt seducing that girl, she'd murder you right then and there. And, she was terrifying, yes she was. Because need I forget to mention... homicidal ideation... lol. Not talking about the "empty threat" kind, lol, she felt like a real fudging threat.

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Thought about that more. Something tells me... they didn't trust me. Triggered that instinctual "distrust" button. Couple that with a tinge of infatuation fueled obsession, then you're fearing the worst. Kidnapping, rape and murder.

It's interesting to think it would be "so extreme" when my intention, thus my understanding at the time, wasn't that severe... but then I remembered... when you've triggered the "don't trust" button, the worst tends to be feared.

So, then I'm thinking if that button was triggered, we're not soul mates. And I shouldnt' be wasting my time, lol.

Because, I've not found a single piece of evidence that trust can be earned, where distrust is the default from the very beginning due to core personality differences. Sure, if distrust is the default due to "safe practices", it can be earned... but due to "core personality differences", not happening.

Thought about hunting down their address and sending them a letter BUT... I get a feeling that'd really creep them out, lol, since they would then know that their whereabouts are known. It didn't seem so ridiculous prior to that understanding, but after I had that understanding this afternoon, I could see how that'd be a bad idea.

Then I wondered... why is this person on tinder? If sexual thoughts are scaring them... Obviously not the intended user, lol.

And I'm looking at this "hottie top pick" with a vacant expression who apparently matched me, and I'm seeing that vacant expression and I'm thinking "She looks like a bimbo". But what is she really when she obviously has a high IQ and judging purely due to her vacant facial expressions... I'm thinking socially inept, probably in the direction of autism. And her intellectualization is really compensation, trying to convince everyone this "Stupid" girl is actually quite smart.

Thought about the convo dynamics.

Instead of explaining how something is not true, I was just kidding (Which then already knew, but my response would indicate I think they didn't... though I think they did?), I could instead sarcastically emphasize the obviously not true. But almost seems like that's maxing out my "theory of mind" working memory capacity which might be the entire fudging point, lol.

You smart when your "theory of mind working memory capacity" is high, dumb when it isn't. And that's just very loosely correlated with IQ and general memory results. (But might correlate with particular memory score patterns)

That's because that depends more on the hippocampus and limbic system, while IQ depends more on the prefrontal cortex.

There's only a few tests that indirectly measure this "theory of mind working memory capacity", like the sally anne test, and that's only a sensitive test in the young.

And now time to... NOW THAT YOU UNDERSTAND, STOP THE PITY PARTY AND GET BACK TO WORK!!! lol

It's ironic I'm thinking this when it seems like she's the one with aspergers.

 

[Dauntless]

This guy is explaining a witch.

WRONG! He's griping about his personal vendetta where he comes up with negatives and lumps a whole lot of women into this group, then he arbitrarily dubs them "Witches" in the same manner he could have used a 'B' and people SORT OF go along. But that is not what a witch is.

An isolated witch has been ostracized, rarely would she have chosen that. But she encountered so many people like YOU. . . .

Yeah, that's exactly the feel I was getting from the okcupid witch, attempt zeducing zhat girl, zhe'd murder you right zhen zan zhereeeeeeezzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

(SNORT!)

So, then I'm thinking if that button was triggered, we're not soul mates.

I'd say that would be some rare good judgement from you.

Thought about hunting down their address and sending them a letter BUT... I get a feeling that'd really creep them out. . . I could see how that'd be a bad idea.

That would have been your more typical bad judgement. You would only have been doing it trying to get the last word so you could pretend that you were RIGHT. But you're not right, are you?

Thought about the convo dynamics.

Instead of explaining how something is not true, I was just kidding (Which then already knew, but my response would indicate I think they didn't... though I think they did?), I could instead sarcastically emphasize the obviously not true. But almost seems like that's maxing out my "theory of mind" working memory capacity which might be the entire fudging point, lol.

So why not instead just try to focus on not making things WORSE. . . .

Maybe you could focus on things easier for you to understand. Such as: If China has such a balance of payments in their favor, how come they have a national debt over $30 trillion? Like that's 20 years of Obama presidency. I think you'll have a much easier time with that.

Oh, the Tower of Basel has a whole new format this year for their Annual Report. That's the Bank of International Settlements, Switzerland, the NAZI bank, all those stories. And they are basically true, though people get it wrong in the WAY they talk about it. (The European Union was even STARTED by the NAZI's, though the early days are covered up.)

Anyway, you can read about which part of the report you're most interested in. https://www.bis.org/publ/arpdf/ar2018e.htm

 

[swbluto]

This is annoying. Appears like I've foisted a weaker form of the pairbond between her and I thru text alone. The same kind of pairbond that was created between the heb chick and I thru eye gazing, except substantially weaker.

This is why the father appears really concerned she's going to get raped despite my crossing her off long ago. Because she has the pairbond in her, and she can feel it, and she's reacting to it.

This concerns her because it appears she doesn't really date, she's more or less looking for a husband, and she's looking for one on tinder.

Unlike the heb chick, who was a hoe, she reacted to it by being absolutely esctastic, lol.

This is why I've been asking myself, why is this girl on tinder. lol

She's some kind of untouchable whose key to the chastity belt is reserved for marriage.

Anyway, this is annoying. it's a substantially weaker pairbond so I have a feeling it'll be disappearing within a week or two and be best for me to completely ignore her as to accelerate its healthy disappearance.

I think I need to be more cognizant of the power of my approaches, and be more cautious in their reckless use. In particular, might be wise to better ascertain clearly what exactly a girl is looking for.

Need to think, person fascinated with the morbid/dark = thorny rose. Not seen an exception to that, yet.

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Found out that you can get the exact gps coordinates of a tinder user thru "location spoofing". Tutorials online.

I have a feeling API use can get exact distances, thus can be triangulated.

So that's how he found me, despite by my not really hiding from anything or anyone. It was pretty much forgotten, until he showed up at my door, and my needing a good explanation for this aberration.

A good counter measure is to choose a near enough location for the point of origin, not use the location of ones cell phone by default.

 

[DAND214]

This is annoying. Appears like I've foisted a weaker form of the pairbond between her and I thru text alone. The same kind of pairbond that was created between the heb chick and I thru eye gazing, except substantially weaker.

This is why the father appears really concerned she's going to get raped despite my crossing her off long ago. Because she has the pairbond in her, and she can feel it, and she's reacting to it.

This concerns her because it appears she doesn't really date, she's more or less looking for a husband, and she's looking for one on tinder.

Unlike the heb chick, who was a hoe, she reacted to it by being absolutely esctastic, lol.

This is why I've been asking myself, why is this girl on tinder. lol

She's some kind of untouchable whose key to the chastity belt is reserved for marriage.

Anyway, this is annoying. it's a substantially weaker pairbond so I have a feeling it'll be disappearing within a week or two and be best for me to completely ignore her as to accelerate its healthy disappearance.

I think I need to be more cognizant of the power of my approaches, and be more cautious in their reckless use. In particular, might be wise to better ascertain clearly what exactly a girl is looking for.

Sick, Sick and more Sick.
Must be a real charge to feel like you know a chick by text. It's a shame you got booted out of the service. Trump could use you, real bad. BUT you don't really exist. It's a machine at the other end of the posts that knows everything about everything.

Dan

 

[swbluto]

But I'm not evil, am I. At worst, at times, best of intentions, worst in its effect. :lol:

(I know how the saying goes, "The road to hell is paved with good intentions". Also, "No good deed goes unpunished.")

My intentions are not /that/ evil. A girl should be flattered by my want for them.

I think maybe the whole seduce them so aggressively works best in person. THAT has never backfired. Over text, kind of seems to. Think it has something to do with the built-in distrust over the internet, can't read body language, can't read tones, no facial expressions.

Think unmatching myself triggered the "chase response", even though I was merely doing that because I thought she was a waste of effort. Too busy, too popular, whatever, I don't get too attached to a girl too quickly.

I think maybe they interpreted my "unmatching" as myself trying to hide [because I'm up to no good], LOL. Which is the furthest from the truth.

It's funny her tag line was "I solemnly swear I'm upto no good". lol... seems to think they assume that of most anyone else, ha ha.

Interesting, comes from Harry Potter.

 

[swbluto]

Okay, met up with the buyer at his "preferred" notary. She basically scanned the documents (That I could've paid $35 for, but I just screen shotted it and reassembled.), said they were no good (Finding basically every made up reason they could find...), and offered to make up "Good ones" for the modest fee of $175. I went, :lol:, sounds like a scam to me... typical "trying to get all hands into the property selling pot" behavior that realtors, title companies and mortgage providers all feast on... but, if this is what it takes to get the buyer to follow through (Because he trusts this girl), then by all means, let's use her. Because my other alternative is this other buyer who wants a title company which would add $500 charge and ONE MONTH to the time it'd take to receive the monies. This girl is 4 hours and $175 charge, faster and cheaper. Better to have money sooner than later, stock market investment possibilities and all that.

And all these "in the neighborhood" locations (Which are numerous it appears), shoot, YOU NEED A GPS. lol

Simply cannot fudging traverse these streets without one.

I got lost trying to get the way back and the only solution I could surmise was, "Try heading north and east along the "used" streets", which worked, eventually came across the highway. But, these streets follow the edges of property lines, so they're constantly changing direction. N, E, then S, Then W, Then N, then E... etc., it's totally like not a completely predictable algorithm. And at night, I'm thinking yeah fudge it. We using the big roads, fudge going through the neighborhood mazes.

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Yeah, that's what I'm talking about. How a dog will stick it in, and soon after, it starts going at with reckless abandon and climaxes within like 20 seconds.

Saw the same thing, guy put it in, felt the sensation, and he just went after it with reckless abandon (Well, he still held himself back somewhat...grrrr...), and climaxed within like 10 seconds.

That's exactly what I'm talking. It's funny I have to type into the search box "premature" to have a half a chance of finding what I'm looking for, lol. I knew there was something about those doggy videos that humans weren't doing right for some reason. And that guy told me what it was, holding themselves back.

It combines the sense of carelessness with the idea of yielding oneself to an action or impulse without restraint.

Exactly what I'm talking about, yielding to your impulses without restraint.

 

[Dauntless]

Oh, THIS will make your day. The guy is talking about the assassination plot against him with a blog where they're recruiting help, etc. Maybe you need to look for such a blog your assassins have put together.

[youtube]IxDCfhahiPg[/youtube]

Oh, some music should help you to feel better.

[youtube]zOvsyamoEDg[/youtube]

 

[swbluto]

There doesn't seem to be assassins here, but there are terrorists here just like any other place in the forest. Hide in the forest nearby and shoot their guns on purpose BECAUSE OF YOU. Exact same behavior as the other place. Doesn't scare me, but I don't stick around to risk someone's mind changing, especially given the proven existence of hot heads here and the homicide rate of Houston being 4x higher than the white national average.

Btw, yes, I would think calling someone who attempts murder would qualify them as an assassin. So, I believe I'm absolutely correct in calling the prior neighbors that. Granted, they weren't necessarily "committed to the task", it often happened on a fleeting whim.

And sold the land, got the moneys. Put $5000 on the stock market, not able to trade for another 4-5 business days. I'm putting a limit order on SQQQ to buy at 12.6, which is a little higher than the low over the last week.

Think I'm getting better at placing limit orders. Instead of "little lower than it is now", I'm looking at recent lows and "the overall recent trend", anticipating a good chance of repeats, might take a week or 2 to execute, but the better entry price, the better of course. And if I never enter, I don't lose any money and I do have other good uses for it.

Also working on improvements here and there. Like, got storage racks to start cleaning up the crowded floor, and turn the mess into skyscrapers.

Now just wondering when I can get rid of this sleepiness, started sleeping at 6, had to be up at 7:20 to meet the buyer at 8. He didn't show up until 9:30, smh.

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Not exactly a self-aggrandizing topic to explore, but what if that exchange was essentially forced rape at the heart of it, and not say a mere desire for "An impassioned ravishing". I'm saying that as a BIG WHAT IF, because I get the sense some girls like to cry rape, and she has the suggestions of malice (her love of the morbid) to suggest she's the type. And, personally, never fantasized about forcing anything against anyone's will. Although, now that the thought is striking me, it does seem it has potential to be delighting, can't really tell you under what circumstances exactly.

In her case, if she were the type, it's because she was HOOOT. I think...

This whole "it's a power struggle", hmmm... that's possibly arguable (Don't think so though), but it's a lot easier seeing the "HOTTT" side of things, lol.

The chest jutting forward basically means "looking to mate", which she had. And that's hot. The heb chick had the chest jutting forward body posture, and she sure did seem to be looking for dick.

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So let's say this most recent tinder girl was a "normal girl", and not a hoe.

This fabled thing that Dauntless keeps talking about, lol. ("Sounds like make believe because no "real girls" would do that"... hahaha... I guess Dauntless doesn't consider hoes "real girls", lol.)

So, what kind of approach might be best for that type.

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Walk up to them and ask if they wanna dance.

When dancing, hold them tight.

Then walk them home and when the moment feels right, kiss 'em.

Think I'm figuring out two different types of girls with two different ideal approaches.

Hoes and non-hoes.

Hoes want the aggressive seduction.

And non-hoes... in real life, I think they like it. But, it's different in real life because of the short sentence dynamic. But... maybe... all those girls were hoes that I'm thinking of... lol

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Like I thought... girls liking you are put near the top.

People who like you are 3x more likely to reply to a message, so find out who likes you in DoubleTake right now. We made it easy by putting them near the top.

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Anyway, sleeplessness. Heard it was associated with impending attacks. Almost felt like one was about to happen outside.

It's funny, the pain midback predicted the one attack I had (I think)...

And then now the sleeplessness or "true insomina" (No sleeping or 2 hours of light sleep at most), just started last night.

I thought it was a malnutrition related heart failure, refeeding would improve everything...

but it's hard telling if everything is REALLY improving when the sleeplessness just started about 3 days ago. (First time was when the dad showed up taking pictures, even though he didn't scare me, my mind was apprehensive of what might happen that night, lol.)

But no more fleeting between-the-shoulders pain when slightly hungry or other "big symptoms", so that's an improvement, I think...

Felt a little weird think I could just stay up through the night without being tired the next day. Maybe just some tiredness in the afternoon, about 2 hours of napping all day.

But was making the same kind of mistakes sleep deprived people seem to do, due to reduced concentration, so don't think it was totally symptom-less.

Anyway, get the impression sleeplessness tends to precede major attacks somewhere around 4-8 days. But, not totally sure...

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So I said "See ya!" when unmatching her. Did she think that meant "I'm seeing you soon"... :?

What is with all these autistic girls...

Grand daughter of a witch, and I feel confident that the occult witch was an autie.

Thinking that "witches" were most definitely autistic spectrum girls in times past.

Think I'm having "issues" with the "morbid girls" because they're all autistic.

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And successfully returned the roofing nailer without a receipt and without the original packaging (Thank god, because it got rained on, lol). Just provided my phone #, and they tracked down the order. Got a cash refund.

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I think there's one thing that can't be doubted. I excel at casting love spells.

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I'm also thinking I might be kind of evil. But I maintain I just didn't understand the extent of my powers and their predicted effect. I was well aware of the 'desired effect' though, but one thing I can't ultimately control is ones' reaction/choices. A person with a strong will and desire to do so should be able to resist. But, are most girls known for that? lol, therein lies the crux.

Just woke from a dream of her. lol... did that really happen? We fell in love, lol.

Well, if it's never happened to her, she has the honor of experiencing it. So my effect is all good.

There are some indications suggesting she may have never experienced it, but I can be very very wrong. Could be she never entertained anyone.

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Put in my tinder profile ("The games are about to begin. (talking about enterprise)") [I specified enterprise because that girl might take that the wrong way like I'm guessing she's apt, what's the word... cynical. I suspect they might be watching me. Or would that be better described as paranoid?]

Not long after, the hottie bimbo texted me "hi!". Gold digger. :lol:

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Just got done optimizing my keywords for the season. I predict that people specifically looking for "christmas gifts" will be using a specialized set of keywords, so I'm gearing my christmas hits to capture much of that traffic that I can think of to capture while not killing the core keywords that people use year round to specifically find my thing. So, basically, a balancing act. Then after christmas, will be resculpting the "keyword net" to capture the common relevant year round keyword searches.

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Something wrong with my breathing. Can't tell what it is, exactly. I might guess acid reflux, something acidic seems prone to making me cough.

I got a total of 2 different naps in for a total of 4 hours of sleep so far this night. And, no, this is definitely not a normal sleep pattern. (5 am right now) Especially following one night of practically no sleep, other than 2 hours of light napping.

So, kind of suspect, something might be going down.

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Seeing that the "impressions" youtube girl has multiple videos on wish.com, checked it out, and alexa rank 800ish. Appears one can sell products on there.

How did this escape my attention, again.

Anyway, adding it to the platform list.

 

[swbluto]

Debating whether I should change my limit order to 12.91 from now 12.61, considering that it seems to be on an upward trend, so lows going forward might be predictably ratcheting up.

Well, I could definitely use the cash for my predicted plans, so I guess I'll prefer the lower lows.

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Anyway, was trying to figure out if staying in the service would've been a good idea for me. At the moment, definitely don't think so, my networth wouldn't be nearly as high as it is now and forseeably going forward. But, still, wonder abou the other factors.

Like, war.

I was wondering what the chance of war would be by 2021, roughly the time I'd be in the service until, and I thought about what kind of historical analogies the current period might have.

Great recession seems roughly analogous to the Great Depression.

The stock market climbed until it peaked and crashed in 1937, back to great depression levels, and world war 2 started the year following.

So, it'd possibly suggest war might start sometime after the current stock market crashes.

Back in 2015, nuke school enrollment TRIPLED, and everyone noticed how huge the influx was. Unlike everyone else, I intuited they foresaw a future use for all these guys, as in anticipating future casualties. Because, I knew that it took 2 years training to get thru the pipeline, then at least 2 years experience on the job to get them "really ready" for, say, operational effectiveness.

So they tripled in 2015, suggests they saw a possible need for them by 2019. If it was because of war anticipations (Because the pentagon is a 2 hour drive from wall street, so they talk to each other to anticipate and...possibly plan... future war.), then a stock market crash in 2018 would neatly line up with that date, especially given the historical record.

Not saying that it's going to happen and war isn't one of those things I feel confident in predicting, because I'd like to think the modern world would like to "keep the peace", but... with what's been happening on the streets in Houston (in terms of the unemployed) and the non-existent festival lines as compared to last year (7-12 miles in each direction)... It might be possible.

So, if that were to happen, then I'd say it was DEFINITELY good I got out, lol.

Even if my contract ended in 2021, I still could recalled upto another 8 years in the future, so I would've been risking a "large war" upto 2029.

But the other side of me thinks that the easy money is starting to flow again in the economy, with the fico inflation and easy-to-get-mortgage trends that have been happening recently, so this will be a minor blip, until cresting into another halcyon period.

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Don't know if the health problems are purely related to reversible malnutrition, or progressive arterial obstruction.

Because one would seem to have a great prognosis with conventional non-surgical treatment, while the other not so much.

Do have reason to believe not much was eaten yesterday, so plausibly this morning is purely due to insufficient intake yesterday. Was gone at 7 a.m., didn't come back until 4 p.m., so was missing a large part of the day in terms of eating, especially the most critical time for it.

And, "poor concentration" seems obvious. Making mistakes I don't normally do, like driving past my usual parking spot.

Lip was numb for about 5 seconds, so it felt like, while fingering my nostril. Unusual sensation, the paramedic asked me that one time on a suspected attack.

Looking online, apparently picking your nose can kill you by "deadly bacteria". They use examples like pneumonia and meningitis, but I'd suspect even commonplace topical bacteria (like staph), can attack the heart and vessels. Might be how it triggered a numb bottom lip.

Want to find research on this plausible connection.

Would think my problem is prior longterm malnutrition if insufficient intake definitely seems to lead to obvious issues, but I can't seem to conclusively rule out obstruction.

The high overlap with malnutrition and obstruction in terms of reduced lumen size, is probably instrumental in being almost impossible to differentiate.

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I see that LF industries used to build houses here in Houston, but looks like they're now working out of Dallas. I wonder if Houston has become a poor market for developers, seems like I see mostly "custom home" and "remodelers" driving around Houston. The few active developer projects are mainly staffed by illegals.

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https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/16874648

RESULTS:
Among ENT patients, nose pickers were significantly more likely than non-nose pickers to carry S. aureus (37 [53.6%] of 69 vs 60 [35.5%] of 169 patients; relative risk, 1.51 [95% confidence interval, 1.03-2.19]). Among healthy volunteers, there was a statistically significant positive correlation between the self-perceived frequency of nose picking and both the frequency of positive culture results (R=0.31; P=.004) and the load of S. aureus present in the nose (R=0.32; P=.003).

CONCLUSION:
Nose picking is associated with S. aureus nasal carriage. The role of nose picking in nasal carriage may well be causal in certain cases. Overcoming the habit of nose picking may aid S. aureus decolonization strategies.

Oh yes, I'd certainly suspect a deleterious health affect from nose picking. Some articles are calling it a "benign" habit, but I think that might be a rather hasty assumption some are making.

I've already implicated s. aureus in the main culprit of many major vascular problems, like clotting and hemorrhaging. So this is a notable connection.

Especially since picking my left nostril with my left hand seemed to be making my bottom lip numb somehow...

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Oh, new theory.

She got scared, ran away to their dallas home the next morning, and then the father was dedicated to tracking me down and taking a picture of my house.

It's just a theory. I don't really know. It honestly looked like "benign conversation" to me. There were no explicit or veiled threats, AFAIK.

The only possible conflation I can think of, is describing what I wanted for tiling. Because, it was intended as "everyday conversation", but it does seem like the kind of topic you would discuss with your SO (What you want for the house). So, I don't know if she took it that way, like I was talking to her as if she were my wife or something, because it was just ordinary conversation. I could say the exact same thing to a man, and he'd think nothing of it.

I get the impression you start talking about your house to a girl, even talking about it in the most innocent way, and they think you're after them.

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I'm thinking I need to regularly wash my hands.

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And I need to get large surface area buckets, to collect rainwater. That'd be the most expedient supply of water, this time of year anyway. The summer, would need to empty into the rainjugs otherwise it'll evaporate after a rainstorm.

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Went to go get bananas, coming back. The lightheadedness and fatigue is weird. The lightheadedness was noticed this morning, and that's when I decided I needed to eat bananas. And I did, like 7.

Blood pressure, 131/71. 70BPM at 99% oxy sat. Don't know my blood sugar, but if my resting heart rate is 70bpm, and I don't feel hungry after eating like 7 bananas earlier this morning... it should be fine...

Unless the higher heart rate is a symptom of heart failure. Normally resting heart rate is 60 bpm for me.

Heart beat looks strong and fairly regular, judging from the pulsimeter.

If it was because of sleep deprivation from missing sleep the day before, you'd think last night would've took care of it.

So didn't need to read this.

When this happens, lightheadedness and fatigue may be the first noticeable symptoms that you are losing blood.

That's how my grandpaps died at 70-something. Intestinal bleeding.

A more serious cause of lightheadedness is bleeding. Most of the time, the location of the bleeding and the need to seek medical care are obvious. But sometimes bleeding is not obvious (occult bleeding). You may have small amounts of bleeding in your digestive tract over days or weeks without noticing the bleeding. When this happens, lightheadedness and fatigue may be the first noticeable symptoms that you are losing blood. Heavy menstrual bleeding also can cause this type of lightheadedness.

I'm hoping that short sleepless nap I recently took might help.

Let's retake blood pressure.

143/87 bpm, 64.

Maybe I'm just panicking.

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entered at 13, now sitting at 14.27.

What is that, 10% profit in one week?

Not increasing the limit from 12.6. Because, I could definitely use the money for other things, and there's a reasonable chance it'll swing down there again in the timespan of a week.

 

[swbluto]

And sqqq just took off to 15.23. Will it ever come back down or is this the long slide starting?

Well, at least I can gloat about entering $52 at 13, lol. The rest of the money didn't come in fast enough, lol.

Okay, increased the limit to 12.91. At least I hope it'll reachieve the low over the past few days, if not, it's sliding for good and best to hang on for the ride. A little bit too much risk at higher entry positions for a year long hold.

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As much as you might hate to admit it, theres only one way to reach the financial goal youre after now -- and thats the slow and steady method. This conservative pace might feel constraining at times, but its important to remember that if present restrictions are properly managed the results will enhance your future freedom. It will take serious work to achieve your ambitious aspirations. Buckle down and get busy while the cosmic conditions are favorable. Your diligence delivers the prosperity you deserve

As it relates to the winter games, diligence is definitely the operative word.'

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Just caught myself picking my nose and I noticed my right carotid was paining. Isn't that interesting, picking nose seems to reliably elicit cardiac symptoms.

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Walking around my doggy, I felt a strong urge to bring him inside the house and hug him so tightly. That's when I realized the tinder girl was making me depressed and it's been that way for at least a couple days. Wonder if that might have anything to do with possible "anxiety" episodes (Like that fatigue and light headedness earlier?).

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Feeling unusual pain of a recurring nature in my right abdomen. Would this be where the blood loss is happening and the light headedness today? Or is that just muscle, kind of feels like muscle.

 

[Dauntless]

Did I miss some drama about someone taking a picture of your house? Are you jealous? Like some guy succeeds with the girl and you didnt, right? Now he's got a picture and you don't.

You want to take it slowly, from a safe distance. So you sign up for the in a hurry webside. You could meet a woman who would let you, like, you know, reach out and touch her. Somewhere. But you're afraid touching girls hurts. . . .

[youtube]U2_grFEhQIA[/youtube]

 

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Went to sleep sometime around 10 p.m., woke up at 2:28. Felt that passing chest sensation like I had low blood sugar (A sensation in the chest, passing moment of light headedness). This is notable since I had the kind of tiredness right before going to sleep suggesting my blood sugar may have been low.

Had 2 bananas.

Laid in bed as I felt tired. (Felt tired as soon as I woke 2:28 and stayed that way)

About 20 minutes later, it hit. Suddenly felt like something was going down in my chest, felt like a serious pain, except it didn't really pain, but it was fleeting. But, still felt serious.

Looked at the cell phone, 4:02 a.m.

Then the tiredness left and I feel wide awake as of 4:27 a.m.

Feels like I should be able to intuit the problem and solution, but it seems like my approaches haven't really been helping. Could use suggestions.

Think I'll be doing 1/2 cup rice and 1/2 cup peas over the morning, then 1/4 cup and 1/4 cup peas over dinner. (I've been recently doing just 1/3 cup rice and 1/3 cup peas over dinner)

Additionally, have 1 can corn and cheese. Or as many as desired.

And one apple.

This would establish a caloric baseline.

Then as many bananas as one desires. Not sure if bananas are really helping though.

(japan) While never a lot, the average amount per capita is 119 grams of rice, about 3/4 of one cup a day, ranking it #50 in average consumption.

So they eat about 3/4 cup a day of rice. What I'm thinking my baseline should be.

https://www.vox.com/2014/10/20/7015229/world-food-habits-charted

So india consumes 2400 calories daily, half of it from grains. That'd be 1200 calories or 300 grams carbs.

Chinese consume 3000 cals a day, about 45% in grains.

1350 cals = 337 grams carbs/day.

So what should my baseline be. Right now, prospectively set at 180 grams rice/peas.

This place https://www.livestrong.com/article/488069-how-much-brown-rice-should-i-eat/, suggests 6 ounces for 2000 cals, or 9 ounces for 2600 cals, and each 2 ounces is equal to 1 cup cooked = 1/2 cup dry.

So they're suggesting anywhere from 6-9 ounces daily, which is 1.5 cups dry to 2.25 cups dry daily.

6 ounces is also equal to 170 grams.

So, 3/4 cup dry rice (120grams) and 3/4 cup dry pea (60grams) gets me 180 grams.

That should work.

 

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After it hit at 4:02 a.m., and I then felt wide awake (As opposed to dog tired as previous), there were subtle signs something wasn't right. Like, get fleeting 3-5 second feelings of chest pain "hints" after walking here and there.

Anyway, at 4:50, decided to just walk in the newly created space yesterday. Did so, and became tired, and then I fell to sleep at around 5 a.m., then woke at 9:11 a.m.

Wish I could tell what's going on the causes and effects. Right now, I'm just guessing malnutrition and attempting treatment accordingly but, could be other strong factors.

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Had 80 grams rice, and 40 grams peas for "brunch".

Feel pretty awake, like ready to conquer a work day. Seemed like my body wanted that last 40 grams carbs, this morning, a subtle hunger.

Think I should be aiming for 240 grams grains a day. Going to try it out today, anyway. Or maybe 200.

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What is the condition to sell? Should the market price ever reach its former peak.

Because, that would mean it hasn't peaked yet, and if it hasn't peaked yet, it's not crashing just yet... and time to limit losses.

With the current nasdaq rally, trimming back limit to 12.6. To limit potential losses should that happen. Last peak was at 95, touched down to 79, now rallying upto 84.

Probably should look at the dotcom bubble more carefully, week by week, get a sense of a "typical nasdaq crash" pattern.

Looks like it lost 4% in a week, gained back 3%, then lost another 40% over another month.

What's happening this time.

Dropped 15% within 6 weeks, and now dilly dallying just a tiny bit over the last week.

It's possible this is a "correction pattern". Would seem like it at first glance.

Liquidated my 4 shares at 13.6 (Bought at 13), and put back into a limit order at 12.6.

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Thinking the confusion, fatigue and lightheadedness yesterday could've been due to an episode of heart failure.

Following the attack from last week. Failure typically follows attacks, just didn't recognize the possibility yesterday, but I now do today.

The idea I'm on the heart attack -> heart failure path... would make me pessimistic of my longterm prognosis.

While the "not eating enough" explanation wouldn't, so much.

Or might've been hypoglycemia. Hypoglycemia wouldn't seem entirely likely though, with the 7 bananas consumed earlier that day.

If it's heart failure, seems to be intermittently episodic. Wasn't aware that it normally is.

Right now, I'm feeling fine. No obvious symptoms or limitations.

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Okay, NOT getting another "rectangular metal L-shaped posts with holes and braces" steel shelving system.

The first one set up completely, but getting the top half done was a pure hassle.

Then the second one, the posts for the top half apparently got bent, which then bent the braces, now it's impossible assemble at all. So, I only have the bottom half assembled.

So definitely NOT GETTING THAT AGAIN.

Will definitely get the wire wrack versions. Have had no problems with those in the past.

Maybe I should return it, just where is the receipt...

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Temptation looks sweeter at a distance than up close today.

Hmmm...

NOT BEEN MY EXPERIENCE! Temptation is a LOT MORE TEMPTING up close, lol. By temptation, I'm referring to girls who specifically tempt you thru purposeful provocation and arousal.

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Just when you think everything is back to normal today because you're eating "normal", a streak of lightheadedness hits shortly after a walk despite all the signs suggesting you're NOT hypo. (I.e., just had dinner 30 mins ago)

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So according to this test online, I'm going to die tonight because a man is going to slit my throat while I sleep.

That reminds me, need to close the back window, lol.

Okay, it's closed. *phew* lol

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Searching for 4 a.m. stories, I just needed to find a story like this, lol. My logical mind thinks it's likely, but I really don't want to believe it.

Sulma, age 61, Mauritius: “The sequence of events is so vivid in my mind. Before my heart attack, I had had some shortness of breath after exertion, like going upstairs. My first big cardiac symptoms were a discomforting epigastric pain and a tightening chest pain that woke me up at 4 a.m. from my sleep. This gradually radiated down the left arm, a numbing sensation. I started sweating as the pain grew in intensity during my trip to the ER, which took about 25 minutes. I was restless every second, and the pain in my chest became unbearable and tight. These symptoms persisted until I was given an injection and rushed to the Cardiac Unit for angioplasty and one stent implanted in my LAD. As it was placed, all the pain went away.”

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Looking at the Nasdaq-100 (NDX), which the SQQQ tracks, I'm noticing meaningful patterns over the last 2 decades.

With the fall of the dotcom bubble, investors were scared of tech companies and the ndaq-100 only increased by a factor of 2x from 2000 to 2008. (But still more than the DJIA increase, which was 1.5x from trough to peak)

This time, it has increased by a factor of 7 (2x is explained by the QE's stock inflation, so really more like increased by a factor of 3x-3.5x), reflecting in the unicorn investments over the last few years.

ndaq-100 would be predicted to fall to 2000 (Currently at 7016, peaked at 7500).

Looking at the longterm NDX curve, it does look like a typical boom-bust pattern (The last segment will always rise at a noticeably faster rate than prior, this almost always is signifying mania), the only question is if we have peaked. The answer would seem to be either "YES" or "PRETTY DARN CLOSE", considering one of its shining examples peaked earlier this year (bitcoin).

Peaks typically happen in October, suggesting a yes.

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At this 2:28 a.m. wake up this morning, I had bananas and a /tiny/ bit of cocoa. I didn't want too much because I believed it'd keep me awake, when I really just wanna sleep, lol.

It's now 5:23 a.m. with subtle tiredness in the eyes, but no sleep urges have hit me yet.

 

[swbluto]

Now 9:27, unknown if i I actually slept, but I did dream, and tentatively "woke up" at 9:15 a.m.

The cold weather is affecting sleep, making me anxious about not being able to sleep. After realizing my electric blanket went defunct sometime (I thought I had a working one since I already replaced one? But couldn't find it I guess, or it busted too, is what I surmised.), I ordered another one, which shipped yesterday from HOUSTON so... should be here today. BUT IT'S NOT. Looks like the 45 mile trip from here to Humble,TX is probably going to take 3 days, lol.

Need to get a blanket, though I'm thinking I just need to wash this moldy one and hang it to dry. Just unknown how well it'll hang dry this time of year. Use a drying machine here would be a $10 charge (washeterias are expensive).

As for today.

Can continue the roof today. Intend on getting another rack setup ASAP and get the floor cleaned up.

And that's about it, I think.

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Upper right quadrant pain under the ribs is known as pancreaitis and slowly develops.

Oh, that's the pain I've been noticing. Just thought it was my muscle/ribs, but this might deserve more careful attention.

 

[DAND214]

Now 9:27, unknown if i I actually slept, but I did dream, and tentatively "woke up" at 9:15 a.m.

The cold weather is affecting sleep, making me anxious about not being able to sleep. After realizing my electric blanket went defunct sometime (I thought I had a working one since I already replaced one? But couldn't find it I guess, or it busted too, is what I surmised.), I ordered another one, which shipped yesterday from HOUSTON so... should be here today. BUT IT'S NOT. Looks like the 45 mile trip from here to Humble,TX is probably going to take 3 days, lol.

Need to get a blanket, though I'm thinking I just need to wash this moldy one and hang it to dry. Just unknown how well it'll hang dry this time of year. Use a drying machine here would be a $10 charge (washeterias are expensive).

As for today.

Can continue the roof today. Intend on getting another rack setup ASAP and get the floor cleaned up.

And that's about it, I think.

I would surmise that you haven't used a "Cloths dryer" as they call them, Or have been to a laundromat. Yep they cost money.

What is taking so long to do a mini roof? You need to get it done before the first shingles get old and need replacement

Dan

 

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Opportunities have been limited with the persisting rain. I've had 2 dry days so far to work on it this month (Actually had 3, but first day was mostly spent getting the roofing nailer to work, like getting the 50 ft. line and figuring out how to use it. Anytime you need to travel 18 miles here for something, guarantee you're wasting 3 hours in the day.), and today would be the third. I just got the funding required to get the roofing nailer on the 13th.

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Reading more into pancreaitis, I see that high triglycerides is mentioned as a risk factor.

What causes that...

fructose. Liver produces triglycerides as a byproduct of fructose metabolism.

What contains fructose?

Fructose and Sucrose.

Sucrose is one part fructose and one part glucose.

So, basic ideas, is to limit fructose intake and sugar intake.

And, it's easy to see how bananas may have been hurting in that regard, they are rather high in sugar. And I already noted how they don't really seem to be helping... since some of the episodes specifically follow after high banana intake, though the association isn't really all that noticeable at the time, since it's typically delayed. And partly because I've brainwashed myself to think bananas can do no harm, lol.

Trying to shift to starch consumption, but don't really have starches available during the wee morning hours since I have to cook them.

So thinking about getting packaged foods. Maybe potato chips or something. Probably not potato chips, too much oil.

Current weight is 201. BMI of 26.

You wouldn't think that looking at my frame. I'm thinking it's mostly muscle.

Seems like I've heard past people who've tried the all fruit diet and got pancreatitis.

METHOD ACTORS TEND TO go to extreme lengths to get inside the minds of the characters they portray. For Ashton Kutcher, that meant adopting Steve Jobs's fruitarian diet for one month, a regimen based solely on, well, fruit. He's portraying the late Apple CEO in jOBS, a biopic set to hit theaters in April.

All that fruit—must be healthy, right?

Not exactly. "I ended up in the hospital two days before we started shooting the movie," Kutcher told reporters at the Sundance Film Festival. "I was doubled over in pain, and my pancreas levels were completely out of whack, which was terrifying, considering everything." Jobs died in October 2011, after a long battle with pancreatic cancer. His fascination with fruitarianism helped inspire his company's name.

Yep, it's decided. Too much fruit and, specifically, TOO MUCH SUGAR is indicated.

I think I also do agree with the need for a "high protein" diet commonly recommended for pancreaitis. All that muscle needs it.

At a BMI of 26, the idea of being malnourished seems preposterous. Pancreaitis seems a bit more likely.

Cutting back on sugar and wine, since alcohol is also highly associated with it. Increasing protein.

I don't think I'm drinking too much alcohol, I think it's more like I'm eating too much fruit which is worsened by wine.

Anyway, inflamed pancreas does seem to be associated with "sudden death syndrome", typically in the middle of the night. Apparently it's been hitting asia's youth, whom drink a little bit too much.

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I haven't had a single banana since 9 a.m. this morning, and I've noticed I've not had a single moment of right carotid pain and I've been checking. And, I feel fine.

That's somewhat unusual, no right carotid pain when swallowing.

Think I've found the culprit.

Too much sugar.

 

[swbluto]

Wait, what is going on.

All the bombs that are getting delivered to high profile people in America? And not just politicians, but wall street fatcats.

This almost seems absurd. Seems to be a deeper reflection of something troubling happening in America, like what exactly is my question.

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Okay, had about 9 small squares of "dark chocolate" with a total of 24 grams of sugar and 10 mins later, bam, transient left carotid pain.

I can still swallow without any pain in my right neck, so that's good, lol. Seems like that kind of pain was pretty common when subsisting off of bananas, so the idea that I can totally eliminate it thru "good insight" seems like a miracle. And, I'm just hoping this is a "great solution", solving all the health problems I seem to be having lately. Like, sleep problems and 4 a.m. problems.

It's notable, eating protein/fat and starches (peas and rice), I don't seem to get hungry like I did when eating bananas. Eat a banana, hungry about an hour later. Eat 1/2 cup rice and 1/2 cup peas like this morning with salmon and some cheese, plenty of energy and no hunger well until 5 p.m. and even then, it doesn't really represent itself as "stomach hunger sensations" as does it as "tiredness". (Yawning, etc.)

Seems like the absent mindedness has notably increased despite feeling like I'm plenty awake. I'm not sure if absent mindedness is the best descriptor, probably demented is the better one.

I'm aware that attacks can lead to both heart failure and vascular dementias, so I'm somewhat dismayed if this is what I seem to be experiencing.

Like, for example...

Don't have the green arrow, just a solid green light, I had the impression I had the right to take a left and the guy passing on thru was a total asshat and I flipped him off. It dawned on me like 4 seconds after the turn, that I didn't have a green arrow and I was totally wrong for cutting the next guy off, lol.

I didn't have any problems understanding this traffic light like, say, a week ago or before then.

Then overlooked putting the chocolate bar in basket onto the checkout's conveyor belt, which the cashier noticed. Not a mistake it seems like I'd normally make. (Then again, maybe it was a little dark and the packaging was black... maybe I would have...)

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While in aldi's to pick up peanuts in bulk, Young latino mother eyeing me just like the young gas station girl did. They both be noticing the arrogant stride of a wealthy man. I think she was with her husband, and I'd intuit they poor.

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I wonder if hoes tend to like me because they sense that "rape vibe" whereas... "real girls" don't, lol.