Buying forest land, implementing solar

[swbluto]

GOT A MATCH ON TINDER!!!

I guess this means I'm getting LAID!

lol.

There are some girls on there just for the sex. I wouldn't say it's the majority, but I get the impression if they look hot and they don't list a profile, there's a good chance. Especially if they're exposing a certain pose, like turned around with a butt strut, or have a certain look in their eyes and a certain smile to go with it. HEB chick did that but with a little bit of refinement and ooo, feeling all warm and I bit my hand.
I seem to be finding all the girls I didn't find on OKcupid in the nearby areas. The normal and hotter ones.

Like you had a theory, there's some hot 20-something within 20 miles of here because there's like a million people in that radius... just where are they.... tinder seems to be the answer.

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This girl saying "Just looking to have some fun", she's one of them I bet.

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Started a conversation with a german girl because I get to practice my german! I've plenty of practice with spanish with the locals here, now here's an opportunity to practice my german.

I was able to start a convo because after liking them, it said "YOU HAVE A MATCH!". Well, this is like minesweeper... some squares are the bomb.

Apparently in Houston for a few months. If I were really thinking about meeting this girl... would I... because I know what that means... this ain't a longterm relationship... And that's like a stereotype... traveler just looking to get laid.

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Tinder says I have "3+ likes" but I've apparently adventitiously found 2 matches. I'm guessing this would indicate I have substantially more than 3.

It would seem like Tinder is a place where one should put your profile and pic on there first... and then after.... 24 hours... 72 hours... 1 week.... go around liking people. Because you'll have gathered likes by then making for a high frequency of matches. Meaning you can message them.

And just found the third match... Yep, definitely have more than 3 likes, I've only looked at maybe 40.

Feels like I should stop going around and liking people. I keep getting matches I have no intention of pursuing...

Window shopping.

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Have 30gram carb white rice
And 20gram carb peas
a little salt, plenty turmeric and dill
2 roma tomatos
Sprinkled on cheese, a satisfying amount. Enough to taste it with every bite.
1 clove garlic

Then started getting "The Headache". What kind of headache? The kind of headache I had during The Attack.

Drank some wine, the headache went away. Also had a little bit more cocoa, have it after every meal except dinner.

Wonder why the headache happened. Thinking maybe hyperglycemia causing vasoconstriction. Thought I could use more rice today (feeling hungrier), but thinking of keeping that down again.

Had 5 hours sleep. Pretty typical over the last 2 years. I don't think it's an indication of good health, as I'm capable of 8 hours when I've bonded with someone in real life, even if temporarily.

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She's making fun of my language! This supposed to be the teasing that preludes tension...

True, did this to Remelisa and she fell head over heels. Teasing -> desire.

But, I can't say it's really doing much for me right now.

I'm trying to practice german, and she keeps teasing. This isn't really what I had in mind, though I understand her intentions here. Which I'm guessing makes her a better match for the context of Tinder, but... man... found a german... HAVE TO PRACTICE MY GERMAN. Not a lot of opportunities around here.

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Told her off. That settles it.

Admit, was feeling quite warm, pretty much the same kind like with the heb chick, except a little less hot. The heb chick situation was ... scorching hot in comparison. Literally, searing in the brain upon initiating the gaze, mutually imprinted.

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She was a nice girl. Much better than the OkCupid freak. I swear that was a bunch of homocidality with that girl, lol.

Just that... I wasn't trying to make her my girlfriend. See, I see myself getting attached to someone, and I'm not getting over them in 3 months. History shows it has great potential to last for over a year.

So, not really going to pursue something that I don't see has potential.

And generally speaking, not trying to pursue anyone at the moment. I'm just browsing. House ain't move in ready or come-sleep-over-ready yet, lol

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GOSH DARN IT.

HAVE TO DO TAXES.

Due on the 15th.

Guess I'll focus on them at night.

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Had a dream napped for 2 hours.

And the guy in the dream said something like "You targeted him[me] because he's attractive", explaining prior happenings in the dream (Kidnapped or something?).

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Oh wait... maybe the dream an allusion to tinder girls targeting me (Or just any girl in general), and plotting me to kidnap me or something, lol.

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Sexy looking girl striking a sexy pose (turned around, chest strutting), with no profile listed.

She fit the stereotype I typed above. Sexy girl with no profile striking a pose.

Just like I surmised... Liked her, GOT A MATCH!

I'm liking about 70% of these girls. Doesn't mean I want to sleep with all of them, it means they don't look ugly or something interesting about their profile intrigued me. Like the german girl, I saw someone I might be able to practice my german. But, she apparently didn't want to speak that, I guess she finds it more edifying to practice her english or something... lol...selfish bastard, lol. She was just like that german girl on the bus back in spokane, scolding storybook characters trying to arouse me. I get the sense those german girls have a culture of sexy time, which I've heard that from another polish girl, it being more embraced and pervasive over there.

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Buyer commented, wow, you know your geography. (Because apparently I knew that Egypt was in North Africa.)

How could you possibly be a dilletante roman historian without knowing where egypt is... lol...

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With today's suggestion I can't depend on being awake at night (fell asleep at 8), I see I'm going to be getting taxes done tomorrow morning, so that means I won't have much time to get the roof done, so I think I'll start on the other side, so I have shingles to stand on. Shingles have more grip, so might be easier to stand on them then wet underlayment. Wet underlayment BY FAR is slippery, lol, and I want to work despite this drizzly rain/light-rain this areas been getting.

This man has 27 matches on Tinder, two matches each on Bumble and Hinge, 12 matches on Coffee Meets Bagel, and 11 matches on OkCupid. Tinder is the one I seem to have the most success with, and even that's no more than two or three a week at most.

Hmmm... I have like 3 matches every hour, lol. And I take my time, reading profiles and whatnot.

Okcupid, I think maybe I have 2 matches on there. Granted, I'm not doing the hotnot thing that most guys appear to be doing, I'm just mostly looking at profiles and, as I said, browsing around.

The girl who most recently txtd me had a 63% match. I could tell she wasn't messaging me because of the high match percentage, lol. One red flag was the idea she was totally OK with druguse. Makes me think she does them despite immediate appearances to the contrary.

 

[Dauntless]

GOT A MATCH ON TINDER!!!

I guess this means I'm getting . . .

. . . .A FAT 60 year old.

Oh, so you and she found mutual chemistry.

That might explain the whole H.E.B. chick fantasy.

I actually don't know "HOW TO APPROACH".

Yeah, you've made that plain.

 

[swbluto]

It's a skill that can be learned, so just takes practice.

And chemistry isn't a skill that's learned, it's either there or not, and love conquers all.

Girls are also more likely to have a history of sexual or physical abuse. In fact, 55 to 99 percent of women in drug treatment report a history of trauma or PTSD.

Because they're polling drug hoes.

 

[swbluto]

https://patient.info/forums/discuss/feel-like-im-going-to-die-soon--450085?page=1

Google "Feels like I'm going to die soon"

and get threads like this.

hmmm...

I noticed no one mentions anything about having had a prior attack just recently and getting brief chest pains during certain physical activities, like jumping over the bed. (Eating 3 bananas apparently resolved that at 2 a.m. this morning, was feeling some light residual hunger. Heart pains seem to come around when the body wants food, suspecting hypoglycemia, but hard to tell what the actual problem is when suspected hyperglycemia during early morning seems to trigger symptoms too. OK, not really hard, I would suspect blockage but think maybe there's something else going on since I don't seem to be particularly frail or sickly otherwise or anything... And not sure if I believe this "reactive hypoglycemia" after eating meals.)

So, I think maybe my case is less about anxiety like these with these folks, and more serious stuff has actually happened, lol. And my intuition and experience seems to suggest it's not going away.

This is inspite of thinking it can be fixed or improved with proper non-surgical treatment, if only I knew what the proper treatment was exactly. That's called hope, unlike these hopeless saps.

Now the guy with angioplasty, it's possible that the doctors have amended the plumbing, but the heart likely has sustained damage. Can't tell you if that makes one susceptible to symptoms post-surgery, but suspect it. There might be other unidentified persisting issues, like small arteries, that might commonly happen.

Think maybe I might want to get a weight scale. Maybe I'm accidentally anorexic.

Recent research suggests stress is the main trigger in early morning heart attacks.

Which to me, would seem to suggest it's the major driver overall. But I also know low energy intake is associated with mortality, and not hard to surmise it's been low with the banana diet especially when curtailing it in face of gum recession. So, been trying to up it with starch supplementation, trying to focus more on the better starches. And, maybe I should go get sweet potatos.

That scombroid poisoning, did that compromise any vital organs...

And need to work on taxes now. Time to get bank statements.

 

[swbluto]

My original inventory was making me $1500/month back in 2016, but had to shutdown due to copyright lawyers... and now that same stock in the form it currently exists (Low exposure "Safe form") is making me $400/month. I thought I remembered making bank when I started, lol.

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Appears when navy federal closed my accounts, they took my statements with it. I have 3 months worth of statements I'd like to apply to taxes, lol. And wondering how much money I likely had available at the time, after christmas.

Despite november and december sales looking relatively strong (But not as strong as now, didn't have a "christmas hit" in my stock), I remember having nearly nothing in January. That was spent on traveling, the land, the $1000 van repair bill for the clogged fuel filter (Spent december 2015), $1500 for generators (Spent december 2015), and probably around $800 in hotel bills (Also december 2015). And the exorbitant gas bill, traveling with the RV from here there and yonder with all the police harassment.

So, likely didn't have much in January 2016 to spend, anyway. But was up about $2000 on Feb 15 and my woodforest account in march looks...

Well, looks like I'm missing info on about $1000. That's not too bad.

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Got thru the bank statements and unexpectedly, looks like no income or expenses were seen from september 2017 to december 2017.

That's odd.

Because, I swore I was making like 15g in that time period, directly deposited into that account I think, and I was spending money SOMEWHERE.

Something wrong with my statements?

Oh.... looks like I didn't close down my spokane until april this year. Wow, didn't think it'd take that long to switch over but... then again... I think I remember being flummoxed by the inability to pay for the land this march from that account, so yes, I think april is roughly when I switched over so I could have "fast local access" to my cash.

And, more statements I'll have to look at.

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And physical activity is eliciting right neck pain (Walking up and down the small hill in the backyard). Thought this was previously identified as muscular pain, and still seems like it, but could possibly be referred pain from the right carotid artery in light of indisputable recent cardiac episodes. Not discounting the possibility so readily now.

 

[Dauntless]

Oh the dilemma of a woman just being what a man is looking for, vs. them living just the way they decide to live, eh? Most guys say 'Wouldn't it be great if. . . ?' YOU say "SOME women are exactly. . .I just gotta. . . ."

It's a skill that can be learned, so just takes practice.

And chemistry isn't a skill that's learned, it's either there or not, and love conquers all.

Chemistry is a matter of the moment. Someone is ready now, but won't be later, so there's chemistry now that goes away. Oh, I've had Women start with me so big then pSSSSht. Years later they come back talking about when we first met, oh, no mention of the wreck their life is now and why they're REALLY dwelling on fantasies of remembering me. How many women have I seen marrying guys they never showed a moment of chemistry with, not ever?

Oh, let's not forget that you're imagining the woman I saw at the grocery store as looking like, well . . .

. . . .In fact if I had a real look at her I would have expected ordinary. You see, I can't dismiss the possibility that she DID look just like the picture, it's just I didn't see. But life doesn't work in such a fanciful way, so I can't really believe a woman with much to offer was sitting there. My whole perspective is that if some woman is sitting on a curb one night, apparently has been shoplifting, suddenly has some idea of trying to talk to some guy she doesn't know, more likely than not she's bad news. Remember all the problems of Lindsay Lohan, etc.? They drag you in to take the brunt of the downside, they'll be gone if they ever see a shot at an upside.

Girls are also more likely to have a history of sexual or physical abuse. In fact, 55 to 99 percent of women in drug treatment report a history of trauma or PTSD.

Because they're polling drug hoes.

Don't know where you pulled that number up, but the spread alone demonstrates the fallacy, it's made up. If indeed you asked junkies, they will have stories for you. Oh the stories. Some time later they'll admit they made the whole thing up, just a fantasy, great fun for them. Referred to as 'That was the drugs talking.' Amazing the things that pass for romance in some minds.

They ain't never gonna be perfect. Even when they are great, they have a way of making you pay.

 

[swbluto]

lol... I'll read fully later, images looked entertaining.

And, taxes just got a lot more complicated. I have to fill out form 1045, something that this "Free e-file" website didn't allow me to do, so I can deduct business losses from last year which I file as a negative amount on line 21 ("Other income) on 1040.

Otherwise, I owe $1336.

So, got to print all that crap out, and fill out the 1040 by hand in addition to the 1045.

And the prospect is causing palpitations.

A website said a tax professional needs to do it.

1045 doesn't seem very straightforward, that's probably why. But hey... that won't stop me from trying. :lol:

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DAMN, JUST FOUND IT DOES ME NO BIT OF GOOD TO APPLY THE LOSS FROM LAST YEAR.

That's entirely because my income is not getting taxed "income taxes", but the business IS getting taxed "Selfemployment taxes" WITHOUT last year's losses applied to it (Nowhere in the SE form to apply last year's losses, last year's losses only affects "net income", line 22 1040, not the business income (line 12 1040) that SE directly taxes.), which means the entire income from this year is getting RAPED by the SE tax, lol.

So might as well just turn in the forms as is, makes no differences how much I owe. Fudger.

In that case, might just want to turn in the forms online, e-file them. Yes.

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And need to visit this later to fill out a payment plan.

https://www.irs.gov/individuals/online-payment-agreement-application

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So if changelings were supposed to explain the phenomenon of autism, what phenomenon is a succubus supposed to explain?

Morning wood? Wet dreams? lol.

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The local festival lines don't seem to be as bad this year.

I remember them being backed up all the way to the northern town, and all the way to southern town, but not this year. There's still a steady stream, but no line that stretches for miles.

The police seem to have pretty effective control of the traffic, so maybe that's partly a reason. They probably decided to intervene this year seeing how bad it was last year.

I suspected maybe it's because of local economy happenings. Friend lost their job as part as company wide layoffs. This guy moved in with his parents because I guess he lost his job and started terrorizing me, but that's cooled. I think maybe his parents got on his case after I started shooting in response, they might've decided they don't like hanging out in the front yard where they usually are, with bullets flying. So, time to discourage the bullets, LIKE NO KIDDING EINSTEIN.

Then my neighbor in jail for childsupport because lost his job 6 months ago.

And me, what's happening with me... nothing really. Business as usual, pretty much. Actually seems like this October might prove better than past octobers, hinting at a possibly even better christmas.

Of course, might be like the local festival traffic, died down a bit.

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Wish I could get started on the roof tomorrow.

Just need like 3 hours in the morning to lay down 4 rows, enough to start it off.

And looks like showers before I even wake up. Fudge... because once the rain starts, doesn't look like the roof is going to be dry for another week at least.

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The german tinder girl. What can I say about her? She looked like a nerd. Can't tell if that had anything with my not quite falling for her, but I was still quite bubbly as a result of that convo, at least that particular day.

She was likable, I liked her anyway, though I knew the effect would be temporary, which it's proven to be.

What was she like... she was playful. Like the kind that'd produce that heat, that tension. Just like that one established sex fiend on student.com.

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Think I must've been getting so many matches because it was a friday night. Probably most active friday and saturday, I'd think.

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Oh yeah, made my first sale on the new platform. Yep, effort totally worth it.

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Girl looked like a drug hoe to me (Face looked like it), and the profile said "Disabled profile due to too much activity", lol. I guess all the guys are going for the drug hoes or something, lol.

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LOL, talk about my needing humility. Tinder said I had 3+ likes, I previously devised that meant I had tons since I'm sure I hadn't rated everyone within a 50 mile radius. So got tinder gold for a month to merely "try it out" (I rarely actually subscribe to anything), and...

now it says I have 3 likes. And, apparently I have 3 matches. Meaning, those 3 matches are my 3 likes, lol.

Wow, sure found them quickly. Tinder must prioritize those who recently liked you on top of the stack.

And, now that german girl...

maybe... I shouldn't have been so hasty. Kind of feeling like I'm on a lonely island now, lol, and I told off my nerdy soulmate. lol [that was going back to germany in 3 months, lol]

That guy with 21 matches on tinder, maybe I shouldn't be insulting that. 2-3/week, that seems to be what I'm getting now, and most activity seems to happen towards the end of the week.

If this is true, prioritizing those who recently liked you... then if I go around liking people on thursday, friday and saturday... then that ups the chances of a match considerably.

It's interesting all those who matched are some sexy girls. Except for the nerd, but she was endearing.

 

[Dauntless]

I think I've come up with just the website for you to join. It might take a few days to get the site up for you, plus I have to find the women. But. . . .

VIRTUAL MISTRESS!

I mean like dotcom and all.

You know how these rich guys will pay the rent and all the bills on these kept women, right? The idea is to get together a site with all these women and you get to pick one or two or more as your virtual mistress. You make payments on her rent, you buy her clothes and stuff on Amazon.com. (Just until I get my own ecommerce site going for that) and you have the occasional skype call with her where she calls you "Daddy" and all. Oh, you get to tell her to answer to 'H.E.B. chick' and send her the shirt to wear, etc. Other guys will be helping on the rent so don't worry, just pay what you can.

I suppose we COULD put your stuff on the ecommerce site for all the other guys to buy for their virtual mistresses, but that would mean actually seeing it, etc.

 

[swbluto]

Okay, applied for the payment plan.

Had options of pay within 60 days, within 120 days, and "longterm".

Longterm came with a one time fee of $149 and interest.

The others didn't come with a fee and "low interest".

So I chose 120 days feeling somewhat confident I can cover it.

In the future, will set aside 5% of gross revenue at end of year for taxes.

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Oh yeah, can get started on the roof this morning! Not sprinkling until 11 a.m., prospectively.

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Oh, my likes button actually work on tinder. It's true, 3 more likes from 3 different people.

Checked their profile, mainly, to see what kind of girl they are It'd almost seem like mainly to answer the questions, "Do they put out?", lol, and do they speak any languages I can practice in? lol. There's also the possibility I might find their personality madly intriguing, like that gamer girl with the "cute personality" on okcupid, not that I've encountered such a thing yet on tinder. The HEB chick had a "cute personality", well, she acted cutesie at times.

The german girl, wasn't really conversing with her to pursue her, I was merely trying to practice my german. That's not /normally/ a girl I'd pursue for sexual relations, though... she had the right kind of personality for it. lol Her personality was a good match for tinder.

The fact I'm asking the question to myself, "Do they put out", is oddly enough consistently answered in their profiles if you can read between the lines. "I'm not sure if tinder is for me", "Sorry, money before dudes", etc.

Typically the non-tinder girls will hint at it, while the pro-tinder girls typically don't negate or affirm. And the pro-tinder girls are often sexy. Sexy people looking for it, isn't that surprising.

Okcupid seems to be for girls who are non-tinder material. There's a very small handful of okcupid girls that I would consider "tinder material", personality wise.

I just need to find the tinder girl who's explict as all get out. Entertaining the idea of inventing a profile for the purpose.

"I'm feeling hot pretty much most any night and yes, baby, I wouldn't mind 6 inches right now. Where am I going to find a volunteer? The search has been rough."

Yeah, that fake ass asiacharm.com site was explicit as all get out. Girls on real sites are NEVER like that. The most provocative real life girls are is hinting it.

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Okay, now 11 a.m. and the storm definitely has started. I got down 5 rows on the front, which is good enough to stand on, yeah yeah.

I don't think I can stop singing praises of a roofing nailer, lol. Those things are so fun and make pretty fudging easy work of applying shingles.

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I thought I wouldv'e liked these gothic girls... but that okcupid girl scarred me... I'm concerned that pretty much any other girl espousing the goth would also be homicidal and I think I've determined that personality doesn't fit me that well, lol. Threatening personalities don't appear endearing, lol.

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it's monday and my limit order for SQQQ has not executed! It appears that its going up because the market is going down. No, jitter a little, will you! lol.

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on the topic of changelings...

Beauty in human children and young women, particularly traits which, say enact metallic nature in blond hair and blue or gray eyes are said to attract the fairies as the fairies perhaps find preciousness in these perceived traits.

Interesting, I'm sure this is the explanation for the "beautiful but crazy AF" phenomenon in some women, lol.

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Looking into this. malnutrition and heart problems.

Severe cardiac debility results in poor nutrition, which may in turn produce unsuspected but clinically significant myocardial atrophy. Nutritional support may play a role in improving cardiac function in selected patients with cardiac cachexia who are being prepared for cardiac surgery and in patients with rapid weight loss who are at risk for sudden death due to arrhythmias.

Myocardial atrophy. Will learn more and see if there's any overlapping symptoms.

It does feel like my heart has gotten smaller or weaker or something. It just /feels/ like it.

Yep, that's what it feels like. Small arteries.

If a little bit of cortisol from exercising or a tiny bit of hypoglycemia or some hyperglycemia from eating too much can induce heart pain or heart symptoms, it seems to feel like the plumbing is just a little bit too small. Because clots are transient in effects, not persisting like small plumbing. But, of course, there is a higher risk of a thrown clot causing grave problems with small plumbing.

https://www.healio.com/cardiology/chd-prevention/news/online/%7B93af0c99-efc8-44a2-8ec5-0c5f9d5e83b6%7D/vigorous-exercise-may-reverse-cardiac-effects-of-sedentary-lifestyle

Of course, looks like atrophy could also be caused by a sedentary lifestyle.

Now what about both, sedentary and starving. That sounds like complication.

I think I've roughly established enough caloric intake now. I could continue with the jogging, I think. Should go get a scale, for more trustworthy numerical verification.

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https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/17384523

Heart failure in anorexia nervosa: case report and review of the literature.

Standard medical therapy for heart failure should be started. In addition, a history of ipecac use should be taken, deficiencies should be corrected, and weight restoration can reverse cardiac abnormalities.

Yep, should definitely get a weight scale.

A 56 year old woman with a 25 year history of AN binge-purge subtype experienced increasing shortness of breath on exertion, orthopnea, and swelling of the ankles. Investigations revealed a reduced left ventricular ejection fraction. A diagnosis of heart failure caused by severe prolonged protein-calorie malnutrition was made. She was treated with a diuretic, a beta adrenergic blocker and an angiotension enzyme inhibitor. Her cardiac function returned to normal after a year of refeeding. Protein-calorie malnutrition, ipecac toxicity, and deficiencies of thiamine, phosphorus, magnesium, and selenium have been reported to cause heart failure in patients with AN.

That's an encouraging report if it's simply a matter of calorie-protein deficiency. Because, I'm not quite that severe yet, shortness of breath. But, r-wave does look notably suppressed at times, suggesting decreased cardiac function. And I remember passing shortness of breath happening to me during a dream, during a sad moment.

Simple anxiety WOULD NOT DECREASE THE R-WAVE. It'd both increase the heart-rate and amplify the R-wave (The heart would beat harder).

 

[swbluto]

I wonder what happened to the german nerd girl. Is she still on the site? Can't tell, could be she simply unmatched me and I'd nevermore see her again.

But, seems like I have an odd trackrecord of girls leaving these dating sites after conversing with me. I never gave any indication of stalking them, never had the thoughts to begin with, and the latest girl who did that had a really limited convo with me. I replied to her, and then ignored her. 2 days later, she was gone.

It'd almost seem like I'm leaving them heartbroken or something. Which would seem peculiar, considering I don't think I'm necessarily anyone to get heartbroken over, lol. Which then leads me to suspect these girls are "fringe" girls, who very easily get emotionally hurt over (perceived) rejection. A hot girl who receives plenty of male attention isn't going to get depressed over some guy's rejection. But a fringe girl... more likely I'd think...

I never rejected the german girl. I just said out intentions likely didn't match, meaning, I wasn't going to have sex with her and that's not why I was talking to her to begin with, and noted she wasn't speaking das deutsche and said goodbye. In terms of whether or not I liked her, I liked her personality a lot, but still not going to bang someone just cause tinder suggests I should, lol.

I'll approach these girls for banging when I feel like I got place for that. And, assuming I want to.

And I'm very well aware that the conversational provocations of a girl can very well make you want to... lol...

Which then means you need to find the right kind of girl to begin with...lol

And it helps to know where they tend to flock, digitally and venue wise, lol.

 

[swbluto]

Okay, was wakened by a dripping roof that was dripping onto my bed at 2 a.m.; suffered until 3, probably went back to sleep around 4. Woke sometime after 7. Feeling tired.

Dog was barking at around 3 a.m., unusual for him to bark since he's tucked way into the back. But, I could definitely clearly hear him, like he'd have no problem waking me. Thinking about repositioning him somewhere even more remote.

The dripping seems to be coming from one particular source, meaning I just need to redivert that, thinking with plastic.

It's dripping from a part that hasn't been shingled yet, so largely remains to be shingled. Just another dry day, ideally, and I can probably finish it off.

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And just inspected again, and appears most of it comes from a more distant drip source, which looks like a serious hole of some kind. Since about 8 feet of drywall roof is what's separating me from this drip, I'll be climbing up on the roof to see any obvious problems up there.

And the problem seems to be rather ordinary plastic cap nail. Must be leaking under the plastic cap or maybe some stretch marks nearby.

And so how to treat this...

Let's see what kind of access I have thru the eave overhangs.

And... not much access.

I don't like the idea of hoping it just doesn't rain at night until I get the roof completely shingled, lol.

 

[DAND214]

I don't suppose that you tar papered it first, did you? What has taken so long with a nailer? What is it, maybe 6 square?

Dan

 

[swbluto]

I /try/ to carefully make sure the nail goes into the tar strip. Sure, if I wasn't careful, I could go 3x at fast... pop, pop, pop, pop, pop.

Plus, fussing with the safety line does slow it down a bit.

I had about 7 hours applied to the roof in total.

Naps during the middle of the day, land customer meetings, etc. do take roofing time away.

MORE SHOWERS TONIGHT, FUDGE!

NEED TO FIND A VIABLE WORK AROUND TODAY!

Okay, going to divert the water off the bed via plastic cap nailed to the ceiling.

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Okay, the rain diverters have been installed. I'm expecting excellent results.

Found it much easier to install the plastic using the hammer stapler vs hand nailing plastic cap nails. And they're holding, so this is good.

I'm using the 3 foot wide housewrap I bought but haven't used yet. I've just been using the 9 ft for now.

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SQQQ at 13 has been executed (set up the limit order on saturday, executed tuesday at 10:30 a.m.)!! I'm now triple shorting the market with $52 invested. That puts my nasdaq entry price at 82.

You look at the charts longterm, and there's no way that nasdaq this time is a "correction", lol. It's the beginning of a major stock move.

It's fallen too far too fast to be a "correction".

During last nasdaq downturn, looks like you had about 3 years to buy triple long nasdaq in the 18-26 region. (From 2009-2012)

So, I'd expect comparable buying opportunity durations this time. From 2019-2022

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Eating the rice/peas today was like eating medicine, lol. Probably put a little too much turmeric on it, lol.

I also think it was because it was missing vinegar. Darn! Vinegar and salt makes rice taste so good.

 

[swbluto]

So 50 users every 2 weeks puts me "Not on the charts" for USA ranking, but 100 users every 2 weeks puts me at rank 330,000 USA alexa?

That's what google analytics and alexa is telling me. Apparently adding things to my website doubled my traffic. I guess because google et al notices "Hey, the front page changed!", so they think it's getting kept upto date.

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Emotified my tinder profile and I'm amused by its current state. Have one emoticon of a money bag followed by another emoticon shushing the viewer ("It's a secret"). I find that pretty amusing for some reason.

 

[Dauntless]

. . .seems like I have an odd trackrecord of girls leaving these dating sites after conversing with me.

I think we would find some serious agreement here that you have an odd trackrecord all around. We could put up a poll. . . .

I never rejected the german girl. I just said out intentions likely didn't match, meaning, I wasn't going to have sex with her and that's not why I was talking to her to begin with, and noted she wasn't speaking das deutsche and said goodbye. In terms of whether or not I liked her, I liked her personality a lot, but still not going to bang someone just cause tinder suggests I should, lol.

And I think we could get some serious agreement here that you DID reject her. Basically you should keep in mind what Tinder is all about, etc. There's a reason I haven't registered for Tinder, but that's supposed to be the reason you DID. Like applying for a job then going to the interview and saying "I never REALLY intend to work here. . . ."

I think you need to register instead for some webcam site.

Okay, was wakened by a dripping roof that was dripping onto my bed at 2 a.m.; suffered until 3. . . .

Oh, you had to reawaken that little nightmare for me. My 38 year old wood shake roof is facing ANOTHER winter.

So I hear most leaks occur at the peaks, or whatever you call where the angled sides meet. I've done a pretty good job of keeping those covered, but the shingles are crumbling here and there, I'm sure there's not much to explain.

So if I find someone to level the raised foundation of my house I'd sure feel better about reroofing. I don't want to do ANY serious work on this house without the leveling. Depending on the damage done, that's going to be a $5-10k job I'm guessing. So how much for a steel roof on a 2,800sqft. house? Dang, this is getting expensive.

If only I could do these things myself.

 

[swbluto]

So I brought up the point that girls who wear black have a certain kind of personality I've noticed...

*glares*

And she replies "This is just where I work". lol

Didn't really understand what she was thinking when I said that, because I meant "They tend to be hostile and/or crazy" (No surprise tends to be worn by the goths and outcasts according to someone on this thread...), but someone else mentions "It means they're naughty" (https://www.girlsaskguys.com/other/q749209-what-does-usually-mean-when-girl-paints-her) and I'm like ooohhhh... is that what she meant, LOL.

So how could I do this...

I want link juice to my website. And she wants to feature my store items.

Put a link on the page somehow, is what I'm thinking.

It's better if viewers are directed to the store, because of the higher trust built into the platform and higher conversion rate.

But still want that link juice, lol.

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Anthony on OKcupid lasted a little longer than the others. She was on there for what seems like 5 days before deleting her account. It's hard to imagine a plausible story for her but I'll try nonetheless.

She was messaging other people, not just me.

She was either scared off by one of them... or found what she was looking for...

Then there's the other theory. She felt rejected by my not following up with texting.

The fact it took longer than 2 days suggests a possibility for an alternative explanation.

I miss the german girl, but I knew that there's no way it was going to work out. By the time I had the house ready to move in or stay over night if that's what it came to, she would've been already on the way to Germany, lol.

Can't seem to find any american girls like her. I think maybe this means...

She represents the "normal girl" of germany, and the vast majority of tinder users are not "normal girls".

Was she normal, though? She appeared to be a bit nerdy, but couldn't tell you if horned rim glasses was standard issue in Germany, lol. MIght be why I don't see them on Tinder USA, the rare girl volunteers to wear them, lol.

 

[Dauntless]

So I brought up the point that girls who wear black. . . Didn't really understand what she was thinking when I said that. . . ..

She was thinking you asked 'Is it true the greasepots like you are easily antagonized?

Got a word for you to look up.

OBLIVIOUS

Can't seem to find any american girls like her. I think maybe this means...

It means German girls are not just like American girls. Aren't you easily caught by surprise.

 

[swbluto]

I got my gums back! They unreceded themselves. I can't tell if it's because of the diet, or the new brushing pattern.

Brush once after breakfast, once after the last meal of the day. I figured after breakfast will clean breakfast off and provide "12 hour protection" for food throughout the day, and the last brushing of course removing most everything before going to bed.

I'm now using arm&hammer's baking soda toothpaste because it purports to be "low abrasion", something I have suspicion that the 99cent toothpaste (AIM) is not. Started using it about 5 days ago.

On the diet, consuming garlic and turmeric and vinegar throughout the day. Definitely noticing my mouth is staying clean, never getting sour.

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Someone messaging that their local equipment is down. HAHAHA!

Yeah, no kidding. Maintenance has put many of my peers out of business, with the inability to do so. And me, I'm still chugging along.

Thought it was funny seeing some of my peers down for 2 to 3 weeks at a time because "fixing things". lol. I thought dude, that's some expensive downtime trying to fix things, you should be able to fix things within a couple hours, let alone less than a day (Assuming you have repair parts on hand.).

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Thought about it. When she said that, it made it sound like she meant "Please spare me my life, I just work here!", which was peculiar in the context that I had none of those intentions. So that's why it puzzled me.

So sounded like a deadly threat, eh.

Yep, I think that okcupid witch had a murderous spirit. This is in STARK CONTRAST to the wiccans, the go-have-fun make believe "witches". Didn't surprise me seeing that the recent occult witches on the east coast were casting a "mass hex" on brett kavanaugh, lol. That's what they're good for, murdering and hexing.

The other theory, is that she might not have had a murderous spirit, but she evoked mine just like cats evoked the murderous spirit of the french in the 1700s. There's something about that abhorrent creature that deserves burning it alive.

They were burning all kinds of abhorrent creatures back then.

That girl begging for her life, the land buyer begging for price mercy. Lots of girls seem to beg me. The heb chick was doing that, so was the construction girl.

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Funny, let's put my behavior into context.

So I saw black fingernails. (Asked if seasonal, she confirmed it was an everyday color of hers.)

Then I asked if she read books of alchemy or followed wiccanism. She denied.

She reminded me of "the witch", regardless.

Then came the deadly threat (I'm assuming).

Then came the assessment, "You don't seem to have their kind of personality", and spared her life (I'm assuming).

Wow, a microcosm of the witch-hunts, played out in a brief harmless interaction.

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So, did the tinder "boost" thing yesterday, which lasted about 30 minutes. It said my views went up by a factor of 9x, and in that 30 minutes... let's calculate...

I'd say about 5-6 views every 30 seconds, so the total views is 360. Implies my average viewership rate without boost is about 40 every 30 minutes.

In an average day, I get about 1 like.

So I get 1 like every 200-500 views (assuming evening activity is higher). Or 1000-2000 views. I'm not sure if that's promising, lol. Seems like my "like rate" in real life is a LOT HIGHER than that, lol.

But the girls who do like you, so far seem to be pretty damn good matches if the german girl was telling.

And my results seem "typical" for a guy on the platform. Isn't that interesting.

Girls like at a rate of 1-2 per 100, and guys like at a rate of 60-70 per hundred (That's at least what I do).

My likes mean "A possible candidate", doesn't mean I really really like them.

Could be that girl likes tend to mean "Really really like them", which would make sense in the context of a high probability of a match for every guy they like.

I was getting more likes when I didn't put in the "I'm not looking, just playing" profile bit. So even though I feel less liked, I know why, and I'm not too bothered by it. I don't want to be disappointing anyone like the german girl. The girls also looked hotter when I didn't mention "just playing", the ones I'm getting now seem to tend to have dour faces and not so hot. Whereas, the girls I originally got (Which were more numerous), tended to have playful or flirtatious faces and looked fairly hot.

This also implies that girls read the profiles. While, guys may or may not. I know I did when I was actually looking. I didn't pass on anyone just because of their profile, though, because I knew from past experience you (Usually) can't tell how you're going to mesh with someone until you actually chat with them. "Perfect on paper" doesn't mean a thing. However, I do suspect you can get a reasonable suspicion you can predict to some extent based on their facial expressions in their pics.

Since girls read the profiles, this implies... They care more about who you are than guys do.

In terms of what kind of things they're looking for precisely in that vein... personality... possessions...professional status...

That's a harder question to answer. Did seem like the german girl predicted pretty well our personalities would mesh. But maybe she meshes with everyone.

Based on another girls' profile, I get the sense that she's frustrated with guys "playing around", and not committing to anything. Like, providing them residence and possibly allowance or something like that, I'm guessing. Committing resources, essentially.

And that's probably because a lot of the younger guys on tinder don't have much to offer.

 

[Dauntless]

Well, witchery is passed through the generations in a family, perhaps you should check her ancestry.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_people_executed_for_witchcraft

 

[swbluto]

Another waterwork trigger, lol.

https://www.elitedaily.com/dating/first-time-fall-love-determine-entire-life/601344

I am talking about the rawest imaginable form of love; the love where every decision you make involves that other person. You go to bed thinking of the person, dream about the person and wake up thinking about the person

And learned that Renee, the blonde girl pretending and hitting on me, is "a plug". The same guy also described her as "A leader", kept emphasizing that. Another guy, bobby, called her 'hot'. White blonde girl.

What have I been calling her? lol. A naughty girl that pretends she's innocence, lol. Wonder if that says anything about me, lol.

It's interesting how my interest in her seems to be affected by all these reviews of her. But, not as a strong as a girl's teasing me, lol.

So, apparently she's a dope dealer. Common profession out here, it appears.

Same age, living in a camper on someone else's land.

Circle 9 girls. That's what he called the drug hoes. Apparently a "nice way" of calling them.

One of the circle 9 girls approached my door. Figured this day would eventually come...

And was she proferring midnight blow jobs? LOL.

No, just needed to borrow my phone to call her parole officer.

Apparently the local drug dealer likes drugging the girls before fudging them. He doesn't like 'em coherent, this guy figures he doesn't want to hear "no".

And the circle 9 girls stick around a drug dealer until the drugs run out.

 

[swbluto]

Well, witchery is passed through the generations in a family, perhaps you should check her ancestry.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_people_executed_for_witchcraft

Isn't that interesting. Checking some of these pages.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Petronilla_de_Meath

and that Alice had used her sorcery to murder some of her husbands and to infatuate others, with the result that they gave all of their possessions to her and her son.[3]

The charges ranged from committing sorcery and demonism, to having murdered several husbands; and Kyteler was accused of having acquired her wealth illegally through witchcraft.

Swear to lord, talking to the OKcupid witch made me felt like I was undergoing some serious heart problems, like there was a real risk of death, due to the extreme terror or extreme *something* inflicted.

So this idea that her "sorcery murdered her husbands" is not so hard to believe. Her murderous ideation and "spirit" is ultimately what killed her husbands.

A husband dying due to heart attack back in those days... would probably be called "death by sorcery". No stab wounds, no bullet holes, no wringling marks, no trace of poison... just mysteriously dead. Must've been sorcery.

"Petronilla de Midia...was condemned for sorcery, lot taking and offering sacrifices to demons, consigned to the flames and burned. Moreover before her even in olden days it was neither seen nor heard of that anyone suffered the death penalty for heresy in Ireland"

If only modern women were burnt at the stake for the modern equivalent to "lot taking"... some call it divorce.

 

[swbluto]

I think if I were to upgrade roof security on these 4/12 slopes, I think I would put rails on the eave, to stop a fall to the ground. And keep the security line off, or at least unattached to the hip. Still nice to have a rope to hold onto.

Funny how 4 likes went down to 2 pretty quickly. Think they deleted themselves off the site, since they can't unlike someone.

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Wonder if I can apply this platforms keyword data to the PPC keyword advertising platforms...

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Is this a slowly swelling infatuation I'm detecting from a tinder match? lol.

This girl seems to love black and white themes and undeniably geeky and probably naturally brunette. And loves halloween. Almost seems like a perfect match, lol.

I suspect she's popular, which is why it's taking her forever to respond. Unlike the german girl...

And I'd suspect she comes from a "rich family", whatever that means in Houston terms.

Had a picture that said "How to lose friends and scare people", lol, I felt like she /really/ knows THE STRUGGLE, lol.

Today, was pretty on edge with the neighbors. A little scared of them for some reason. I wouldn't normally call myself shy, but they were scaring me somehow, just slightly. I could control the fear and keep my responses impromptu and normalish, at least semantically normalish.

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Yep, definitely feels like infatuation. I can control this right... pretty damn easily... right...

 

[Dauntless]

https://www.cnn.com/travel/article/west-texas-road-trip/index.html

 

[DAND214]

SW, IT SOUNDS LIKE IT'S TIME TO MOVE AGAIN.
Scary neighbors again.
Roof rails to stop you from falling off the roff as you watch the neighborhood? You will have many new Witches to watch that way. I live next to one and she doesn't scare me.

So sell the place before you finish the roof to a place you would feel safe, try Mexico. You will have more friends than you can think of. Put bared windows and doors. Bullet proof windows, don't forget the high security fence with watch dogs. None of that will change you from being scared as long as you believe, THEY ARE OUT TO GET YOU.
When a girl on a website scares you it's obvious that you need a doctor and a lot more. All those crazy food diet you are on and the so called health concerns all in your own head. By meaning a doctor I mean a real one not DR MD on line

Dan

 

[swbluto]

They appeared to be normal well-meaning people I think, so I /knew/ I didn't have much to be scared about, but just that surface tension there...

Makes me wonder if I'm their enemy and that's what I was detecting. Because I got the way when a guy who walking by who looked like he wanted to kill me, except it was a bit more amplified in his case.

I can kind of tell I'm the odd one out, get moments of third person views as to my person somehow, and I can sort of sense some flatness or stilted unusualness of expression in spite of palpable emotions. So I'd assume maybe it's something to do with that, whatever that is.

These guys haven't been making "real threats", and /THERE IS TOO MUCH WORTH STAYING FOR/ to just "give it up". So not going to move, lol.

Anyway, the deed I printed out, didn't have the notary verbiage apparently. Had to add that manually in windows paint to the document. The notary noted it and declined his services.

The buyer and I both observed the deed I owned was notarized, so we thought it'd be a good idea to get that done, and not take the notary's suggestion and just "turn it in", lol. I knew that a notary was essential for it be legally binding, meaning it wouldn't get so readily tossed out in court if it got challenged, which I let the buyer know... and he agreed he wanted to "play it safe". I don't blame him.

Think the roof is getting "done" today, yeah yeah. (Still need to get a vented ridge cap; I was advised on how to install that in the current situation with little issue.)

The infatuation has died off, as of this morning. Figure going to put her in the "low response" category.

Wait, no, it's still subtly there.

haha, she could tell. Suddenly the mileage was 150 miles away and not 15 miles away.

I read that as "Trying to hide". :lol:

Allaying her detectable concerns, just told her bye and unmatched her. She really isn't that important to me.

But, to her concerns... I'm already intuited she probably lived in /that/ area with her parents. Wasn't going to find her address, really don't care and... just really don't care...

It IS possible knowing a first name and age... but... just don't really care...

What is ironic is that my rejection of the heb chick soon had her chasing me, but the tinder version of "rejection" is irreversible. So... a realistic outcome might have been precluded.
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Lol, someone "super liked me", and had no idea what the fudge was going on. Chose the one who looked the prettiest, and told me "You missed that melissa super liked you" and I was like, what... lol...

Oh, so I'm supposed to guess who super liked me... oh, ok, lol.

Some girl named melissa, some person I'll probably never see again.

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Thinking about that girl again, she was "Strange" and probably tended to scare people. I was hoping for some discussion on that possibility, because the "creepy as fudge" okcupid witch also did that, so I was wondering what her ... views or experiences might've been in that area.

She didn't unmatch me. She just... didn't respond and obviously tried to hide her location.

So, I'm wondering what the exact mechanism at play was there.

Another witch hunt quest? lol. Didn't seem like it... but maybe that's what she might've feared. Personal experience.

Getting stalked? That seems like the most obvious concern.

Or was that a pretty natural response to "getting chased" romantically by your soul mate?

I wouldn't have called her a soulmate, lol. At least I don't believe infatuation is the underlying mechanism behind soul mates, I believe that would be more along the lines of "love". And, can't say I loved her... though, all the underlying mechanisms seemed to be present. Psychological similarity, a fairly deep kind of similarity.

After saying goodbye, had to hug my dog, felt like a subtle yet deep sadness struck.

Getting stalked... yeah, there's a song on this.

[youtube]6nIvBI2_hSY[/youtube]

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Haha, I see I'm probably misreading it. It just means they're on a trip somewhere.

Oh well, no big deal. Chasing a popular girl is a bad idea. Waste of time, essentially.

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Ooo yeah, sqqq is up from my buy price of 13 to 13.46. I've already made 3.5% return on my investment in less than a week!

Just too bad I didn't get that real estate sale cash a little earlier... and put $6000 down instead of $52.

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So how would a development partnership be split?

I'm thinking net sale price (After taxes, title fees and real estate agent commission) - land and material and outsourced labor costs = profit.

Then split that by two.

Entertaining a partnership with someone, but be nice to find someone I had chemistry with /and/ worked hard.

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And, the pierce roofing nailer busted today. Thank goodness for a 90 day warranty, just now what about that next project that might need it...

Started hand nailing. Found out if one wields the end of the hammer (as opposed more towards the middle like I usually do), it makes short work of driving roofing nails.

Seems like all the air nailers I've got from Harbor Freight have busted not too long after using them.

The cheap frame nailer busted on like nail #2100.

Then the "premium" roofing nailer died after putting on about 4 squares. Appears a nail got stuck being rammed out of the nailgun, which then caused some kind of internal damage that made the trigger just flop around, instead of having some pulling resistance. The trigger doesn't do anything, now.

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Damn, that amanda girl sure seemed like a different class of girl compared to almost every girl on tinder.

Is the "popular girl" explanation actually the most likely difference?

Compared to the others, she definitely appeared strange. But had "class" and superb photography skills, I'd say, artistic, yes. Obviously focused a lot on backdrop, in finding great ones. Her taste appeared closer to the morbid (spiders, skeletons, black lipstick, blood, predominant blacker or grayer colors... etc.), which almost seems like it should be a "red flag", LOL, based on the okcupid witch experience, hahaha.... but she wasn't triggering anything in my person.

Did a quick lookup of her "possible name", and apparently there is one such person named that in this area. Or maybe two. I had my doubts that was her realname because on how fake it sounded. But, yes, anyway... the white page results suggest she's lying about her age, about 5 years older, actually, which is a fairly believable prevarication.

What did someone say of my personality... I'm the kind of person that goes precisely where I shouldn't... like I'm drawn to dangerous situations, people, areas, etc.; makes me wonder if she's purposely baiting the viewers... and she's really a deadly thorny rose...

There would seem to be that strong hint, lol.

What's the word? Meretricious.

She is lying about her age...

Someone who puts extraordinary effort in making themselves look as attractive as possible...

There is definitely a possible red flag in that. Especially when mated with a morbid theme in ones instagram (I don't think tinder had the morbid pictures.)

Yes, think she's plausibly a psychopath.

I /used/ to be psychopathic, but now I'm fairly honest about myself. It's no lie to say I'm the ceo of a profitable business and I own my own home, free and clear. And not lying about my age.

Well, I did put university of washngton in my profile. Which is true... I attended there for like 6 months...

And the university I graduated from is /A/ university of washington.

Don't think it matters to Houstonians, lol, probably don't recognize

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Appears two of them here, both likely mortgage holders, and both married. Isn't that interesting, wouldn't surprise if she was married at her age just that... why is she on tinder, lol. Well, let's think about possible prostitution. With the closing of backpage and craigslist's classifieds, prostitutes obviously have to find other venues. And the more sexually focused dating apps seem like an obvious choice. So I'm more aware now, there could be married prostitutes on the platform. Of course, it's also possible she's a cheater, which wouldn't be surprising for a narcissist.

Just wondering if she lives near galveston, then was in new magnolia 2 days ago... what brought her there?

Prostitution is what I'm thinking. Or maybe that's just regular "tindering", lol.

Considering that it's a "rich area", not unlikely one of her clients lives there.

Could've been visiting the parents. It's fun to fantasize of the lurid possibilities, which wouldn't seem too unrealistic with tinder.

It's possible there could be a prior divorce. That wouldn't be mentioned in real estate records. I've read a number of girls become hoes after divorce. Of course, I suspect they were already hoes prior to marriage (In a great many cases, I'm thinking), or discovered their inner hoeness after getting married.

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Any girl is just like any other. lol, don't believe it!

personality has a lot to do with tension, and the joy in its fulfillment. And the inverse is just as true...

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Keeping google shopping ads on a tight leash. Making no money on them and only adding to my bill at the end of the month. I can't control my CPCs directly, and it'd almost appear like they jack them up when I increase spending per day, because once profitable listings are no longer profitable when I'm spending more.
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Isn't that funny, someone in a snazzy new white vehicle on front of my house taking a picture from their cell phone. Older gent, in the 60ish range.

It'd seem like they specifically came here on someone else's prompting.

And what happened recently, recent "new neighbor" looking for a job that I can't pay for so he could buy cigarettes. I already explained to him, can't employ anyone.

He's been targeted in the past for retaliation, getting all his crap stolen, that's why he's here staying temporarily with the drug dealer.

And bobby was telling me he's a thief.

So think he's pulling septic on my ass... which I'm installing when I get the property sold.

He wouldn't seem like a man with "high connections", but don't think it would needed for septic tattling.

If it's criminal or civil motivations, not much to worry. I'm well aware of what's illegal, and I have no criminal intent or even... criminal ideation. And civil motivations seem a little more farfetched but they are possible. The timing would seem peculiar, though.

Could be naive, but I can research online and hypothesize as much as I want. In this context, specifically to answer the question...

[youtube]5modnIBpqTQ[/youtube]

Criminal intent is when you plan on doing something criminal.
Criminal ideation is the desire to do something criminal.

It's very possible, and quite common, to have ideation without intent.

I have neither.

Something tells me, likely ... someone is fearing the criminal.

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Part of me thinks maybe she'll get to see those cell photos, and think "What a great person" and fall deeply in admiration, lol!

I know, that's like a 1 in 1 billion chance.

The more realistic scenario, is that the police chief is going to see them or possibly FBI or something, and add them to "the case".

It's interesting to speculate that was her father. Kind of looks like a photo I saw of him.

She's telling her mommy and daddy she's scared and he's now doing the followup, lol.

I'm finding the possibility deeply amusing, it'd almost seem like based on how much I seem to be humored by the possibility, that may have been my consciously unrecognizable intent. Uh, huh.

My more palpable concern is civil.

It's interesting thinking that was her father. I'm going to guess I don't have his approval, lol. But I would suspect she will see those photos. So that would seem to be getting pretty personal, pretty quickly.

So maybe they're also asking the question "Who are you?", lol.