bigmoose said:
<< That's pretty much what I look like, but the beard is pretty grey these days. I like riding my KMX trike for exercise and am down 32 lbs with it.
That explains why the body is so skinny in the avatar.
I'm a 41.975-year-old JOATMON who started out dreaming of being an astronaut, realized I would never have the body for it and thought I'd be an astrophysicist instead. Then I saw the math, and realized I'd just be a sci-fi fan. :lol: (but didn't find out for almost 15 more years that there were *other* sci-fi fans out there, too). I used to read a lot of it but I fall asleep too easily when reading these days. Still watch a little of it, but not much of it's any good (Sturgeon's Law, I guess). Always liked taking things apart, but took a while to get good at putting them back together, much less in a functional way.
Fell into ham radio thanks to a bicycle accident on a gravel road as a kid and some nice people that helped me and my sister clean up that we made friends with. One was a general-class operator, and I sort of liked electronics (well, taking things apart and googling the guts, mostly, plus a little magnetic stuff and lights and whatnot), so I learned ham radio. Later, after highschool, he helped me with DeVry by paying for my in-school lab and book costs (the rest was thru scholarship and student loans, which I am still paying for thanks to poor decisions on my part, mostly).
After DeVry my AASET and ham radio experience got me into a radio repair/install shop, and then into Honeywell CFSG as a final test tech for cockpit displays and flight computers, with some other adventures while I was there. A few years later, the layoffs got me, and I worked various odd jobs such as inventory, terminal & monitor & printer repair, and eventually computer tech and retail sales at Computer City. Tried other jobs along the way, but usually was declared unsuitable for "social reasons" (though no one ever said this, I figured it out much much later) and didn't make it past the trial periods.
Somewhere in there my music became more important to me, so I tried pursuing that, and wasted a few thousand $ on making CDs after they'd been requested by many people that heard me and thought I was great (but never bought one despite signing up for one). Still have a few boxes of them around holding down the floor. Rejected by all the music companies and radio stations (though I did get in a few PSAs locally, and some cable tv commercials and a public access show). Similar things with my artwork, except I wasn't dumb enough to waste any money on publishing it.

I still like playing music and drawing, both artistic types of sketches, and working out engineering details of things.
When Tandy finally decided CC wasn't worth it and sold it to CompUSA, I followed, and after about 12 years I finally started making as much money as I had at Honeywell. Then CompUSA decided they'd milked their stores for all it was worth, and after totally running them into the ground and driving off almost every competent employee they shut them down about 3 years ago.
Not too long before this happened, I had sort of started working out my ebike ideas, and later that year started blogging them at the suggestion of a friend.
I had a significant "parting bonus" so I thought I'd try to take a little time off to recover from all those years of retail hell and some friend and family deaths I'd not yet recovered from the last few years. That was kinda nice, then I started working part time at a pet store because my boss from CompUSA wanted me there because he knew he could trust me to work hard and do things right. My actual job there has changed, gradually demoting me from almost full time down to an average of about 7 hours a week, and from one step below inventory manager down to whatever the lowest retail peon stage is, because I'm not as good at brownnosing and screwing around as most others are, I think.

And that I try to do stuff right, even though it takes longer, because it's...well, *right".
Somewhere along the way I also found a club of sci-fi fans call the United Federation of Phoenix, which I've been a member of for...almost 25 years, I guess. Havent' been to many events or meetings in years due to conflicts with work schedules, though.
I tend to collect things others don't want, including dogs, of which there are 5 right now. If it's broken and someone else doesn't want it, I'll probably take it and use pieces from it in unintended-by-the-designer ways, or maybe fix it with parts from yet another piece of junk.
Around the same time CompUSA was shutting down, I also was advised by some people that have worked with many people with Asperger's that I also appear to have it, though to a lesser degree than the ones they help out. I had never heard of it before, but the signs fit, and all the quiz tests I've had show that too. Explains a lot about the problems I have had dealing with people (especially in person), and why it's so hard to land a good job and keep it. All those years of retail have actually helped me tremendously, as I *had* to learn to deal with people but I am still strange, even though I have learned to mask most of it in person, and not bore people to death as badly as I used to. Still can't control the walls of text (though you should see them before I edit most of them out!)
Life has taught me patience, general benevolence, and that karma will eventually catch up with you, be it good or bad that you've done to deserve the results. And that often life is not fair, but in compensation good things will happen when you least expect them.
Have ridden bikes since I was a kid, but never really found many people interested in bicycles at all, much less custom building them, which I also only started considering once I began my ebike quest. Before that, I had not even bothered to learn how to do much (if any) maintenance on the bikes I've had, and just rode them to destruction, for the most part. Shame on me.

Eventually, after my project had started and I'd started building CrazyBike2, I found FreakBike Nation and their forums, and then later I found this place. Actually I think I had found ES before, but I don't think I was far enough along with my project evolution to realize I needed this place's help.
So now here I am on ES.