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As the Hub Motor Turns and the Lipo Fire Burns. " Bad Moon on the Rise"? CCR.
Not much hope left for anything! I got a letter from public assistance and they want to cut me off totally starting NOV. No rent, no food stamps and no more medical because I did not recertify. I had a doctor’s appointment that day. Also the ol lady failed to contact social security and she may not get a check either. They want her to file survivor’s benefits from a dead husband over 20 years ago. She is 72 and not mentally capable of doing much of anything, especially searching for marriage and death certificates from a time when there were not even reliable computers.
My heart doc faxed PA a letter stating that the stress of being homeless could cause my valve to fail and certain death would occur. Also the disability guy at city hall faxed a letter as he called PA. Ahead of time stating I had a medical appointment. This was not supposed to happen! Someone made a mistake! I have had eight doctors’ appointments for three different doctors and three appointments at city hall plus an appeal hearing for SSI within the last three weeks.
The landlady got a letter also stating she would no longer receive money from PA. If I don’t get my SSI and am denied I plan on going back to state prison for at least 15 years. I will take out someone in authority. I won’t hurt an innocent person. It will be someone responsible for me being without money to survive. Someone who works for the system. An example needs to be set. I worked about 32 years on the books according to SSA when I first applied. And about five years off the books.
I worked for my father’s firewood business when I was 13 years old. I got my working papers at 16 and worked for 3.35 per hour. Off the books counts too as illegal immigrants get to stay because they say they help out the economy. They are off the books. When I got out of prison in 93 I worked as a Lumper unloading trucks on the docks off the books for about three years.
Besides that I paid into the system for over 30 years and have to fight the system just to survive now and immigrants can come over from Pakistan and are handed a convenient store to run. Mexicans can sneak over the border and get PA or work off the books and get citizenship.
On the way back from the hospital and city hall today the LIPOs slowed way down for the first time since I had them. They were 3.96 to 3.97V when I started. The night before I charged them on the SKYcharger for about 110min each side at 3A. The alarm goes off and it says CAPA. I usually unplug the charger and plug it back in and set the charger to 1.5A and after another 80min I get about 4.06V. However it was three AM and I needed to be at the cardiac clinic at 1PM so that is why they were only 3.96V starting out.
I remember what DA said about not running them below 3.4V and getting an alarm but I go by the distance traveled. I always know within a half a mile how far I travel. The hospital is approx. 2.5 miles mostly flat. Downtown from there approx. 2 miles but mostly downhill. Back home from City hall and the Library which is across the street is 1.3 miles but mostly uphill but not steep. They slowed way down on the last half mile or so but I did make an effort to pedal.
Under six miles total. Starting voltage was 3.96V on average. I have not charged them but plan on it tomorrow after I post this. Voltages are 3.68 to 3.71V on the left side. The right side are 3.67 to 3.70V. What I am thinking is that the LIPOs are getting close to the end of their life. To make matters worse when I got home there was no food. The ol lady is anorexic also. Lucky if she goes 110 pounds. I took the 20" bike and the SLAs to the grocery store about 1.4 miles and back with the basket on the front.
It made it there ok but not even close coming back. I tried to pedal but the back chain came off. I got it back on a couple times but it was hopeless. Besides very little power the motor sprocket began making a horrible grinding sound. The bolt must have come loose or something. I ended up pushing it most of the way plus two small hills. I pushed it awhile then used the throttle and my feet for a while then pushed again.
Please note I had a basket full of groceries so I was pushing about 100 pounds with a right knee that requires surgery, a back which needs a new disk and a heart valve which could burst at any time. When I got home I took the groceries out of the basket and tipped it over on the sidewalk. I just left it there hoping someone would steal it. I took my BP medicine which I did not take all day because I forgot as I was late for my appointment and was running around all day.
I finally went down and brought everything up stairs. The SLAs are charging and the bike sits in the closet minus a back wheel. One of the threads on the axel was stripped. I reinstalled the chain and made sure the motor sprocket lined up. I will test it again tomorrow with a new rear wheel. The SLAs are now limited to Erics house. About half the distance to the grocery store with no hills.
If I can get new SLAs or LIPOs plus a new motor sprocket and 48V controller there is still hope. However I don’t even know if I will be getting the rent paid next month let alone money for that. Like I have said many times before, It will be a miracle if I don’t kill someone! It will even be a bigger miracle if my heart valve don’t blow out in the process or before I can do anything like that due to my bad temper and the daily stress I have to deal with.
My lesson learned is if I can ever afford it, buy a gas powered car!. There is no substitute for a roof to keep you dry and a heater to keep you warm in the winter time. Also with an electric car you need a charging station and a fortune to buy one. All electric powered vehicles run off of expensive inefficient batteries which will take many years to develop to a point where they will compare to the energy gas produces.
Eric has been telling me this for years now ever since I bought the Currie. However I have also been telling him I can’t afford a car right now. Even when I was working washing dishes for 10 years there was not enough money to keep a vehicle around for long. They would last for a while but then break down and it would be a choice of paying a garage $600 or $800 for repairs or the rent and car insurance. I would get rid of the car as why pay insurance if it don’t run. There is no sense in paying for a dead horse.
Living paycheck to paycheck does not include paying a mechanic $70 or $80 an hour for auto repairs when only making $7 or $8 an hour on a job. Also I had to get rid of at least half a dozen vehicles that ran perfect. Started up every day and ran very reliable. That was because of inspection!. Try to take an old vehicle with over 100K miles and get a simple $30 inspection. They wanted about $800 on average for brake work or ball joints, tie rods or other shit.
That is the real reason I ride around on e bikes. Cars are for wealthy people and electric cars for filthy rich people. I ride e bikes. I guess that is why I went down and picked the 20" bike up and brought it back upstairs. I was going to just leave it there.
It is also why I want to tear someone’s head off and shit down their neck when a car rides by me and blows the horn or yells get the hell out of the road. I used to be the guy back in the 90s riding around in a big CADDY with tinted windows and an AK 47 in the trunk pumping big e small or Tupac on a killer system!
I made a lot of money Lumping those trucks back then. I had my health and opportunity and was fresh out of the joint benching close to 400 pounds. I could unload two 48 foot trailers about 80 pallets of paper towels stacked six block four high 24 - 60 pound boxes each pallet in about four hours and walk out with at least $160 in my pocket on a bad day.
The receivers with their fork trucks did not even come close to keeping up. I was pushing four and sometimes five pallets with my legs for room to lay another pallet down. Lumper services came into effect around 2000 and independent lumpers who averaged $22 an hour were supposed to work for companies with insurance and a license for $8 an hour. Hell no!!! That was hard ball busting work! I loved it but was not stupid enough to work that hard for peanuts.
I ended up washing dishes for $7 an hour after that for 10 years to be talked down to, ridiculed and used for a scapegoat on an almost daily basis just to keep a job and pay my bills. Now I am just an old guy trying to make it home from the doctor or the grocery store on an e bike hoping my batteries won’t die. That is why I am stressed and talk stupid a lot. I got good reasons to be pissed off at the world. Please post if you can.
I am currently researching my heart valve condition. It looks like I will never see the inside of the gym again. I can walk though if my knee don't give out. I don't see any way SSA can deny my appeal. It was a condition I was born with. The diagram is what the doc drew yesterday. I got the picture off the internet.
Thanks. LC. out.